hold tight.

hold tight.
don't let go.
for things happen for a reason :)

life of a teenager is more than a roller coaster.
in secondary school, all you do is watch friendships go down the drain and all of sudden everything becomes alright.
everything is filled with drama, filled with lies.
so much of tear shed for things that are not even worth it.
this is the time when you find friends who are loyal to you.
this is the time when you find friends who backstab you behind your back.
to me, this is the time you find your weaknesses and change to be a better person.

this is the place where you meet all sorts of people who have different characters, different personalities.
when i leave secondary school, i bet i will meet more people who are worst than this.
that is life.


oh my goodness, miss gorgeous have been superb crazy these few days.
she knocked her head on the table during our biology lesson.
she is crazy.
actually, i cannot take it too.
i don't understand what she teaches us, all she does is just talk nonsense.
and she speaks in malay all the time.
don't teacher's know we're answering our exam in english ?!
this is so annoying.
she pronounces everything wrong and miss gorgeous laughes whenever she says those words.
she cannot even pronounce parenchyma properly.
i think i am gonna faint.
i just hope we get back our old teacher as the time table is going to be reshuffled again.
*crosses fingers*
my class teacher has been missing most of the time.
it is so hard to look for him !
he's always somewhere else when i want to look for him.
i don't know whether he is suffering from any illnesses , but i hope not.
he has lost a lot of weight and i am kinda worried for him.
i just pray that he will be in school more often !

times have changed.
changed to a world filled with condemnation, anger, hatred, bitterness.
what happened to the world who once God created was filled with peace, love , patience ?


i wonder why you made that decision.
is it because you want to break her heart unintenionally ?
do you know how much she still cares for you ?
i bet you don't know.
the only words that you only know are "you didn't love me at all."
where was she when you needed her ?
she was there right beside you.
but in the end, all you told her was "you didn't love me at all. "?
seriously ?
she always helped you but you have never realised, never cared.
where were you when she needed you ?
were you there?
no you were not.
not a single time.
this is why she chose to keep everything to herself and not letting go.
do you know how sad this is ?
to watch with your own eyes and hear with your own ears ?
i bet you don't know how much pain she is going through.
you will never understand.
no one will ever understand the heart of a woman.






please tell me you didn't forget.

waiting for you to say those words again :)

you're the reason that i am not afraid to fly <3

that's about it.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you !


<3,
miss awesome.