my one and only~

i found someone who really cares for me and loves me for who i am.
i feel so happie every single day.
because you were always there with me.
you are the best i've ever had.
you've changed my life.
you always make me smile when i am sad.
i feel much better when i am with you. :)


i love you!



byezz bloggieeeeeee.

<3,
ann ann.

bad news~

for the past few days my fever didn't go off.
then my mum took me to the doctor.
unfortunately, there was no symptoms that caused me to have fever.
so i have to take a blood test.
that freaking needle gave me a shock.
i started screaming, my mum started laughing *so mean* and my grandma wanted to cool me down, but she make me cry even more.
my gosh.
it still hurts.
i don't even dare to take the bandage out. i don't want to see that hole.
OUCH!

so yeah.
i have to go and take another blood test again.
i hope i don't faint.

thank you for caring about me.
thank you everyone. :)
you all made me smile.
i miss you guys!


i miss you so much dear...
i love you! <3

sadness + happiness = ???

i'm terribly sick now.
i didn't even sleep the whole night.
and now i'm freezing cold.
even my hands change colour.
i look so pale.
my face is white in colour!
i look at myself in the mirror and thought i was a ghost.
funny rite?
i'm goin nuts!

this morning i felt so sick.
ished!
i made myself a cup of milo and sat on the sofa.
my grandma ask me to go out and have a walk with her so i agreed.
i went jogging and felt so much better when i went home.
while i was resting, my dad came down.
he looked at me. *scary!*
i was still wearing my socks so i bet he knows that i went jogging.
he said this "how come you look okay now?!"
i was so shocked. i said "i went jogging."
then he said " i don't understand you lah. maybe you just don't want to go to school."
i was so freaking mad i didn't answer him. then he sighed.
suddenly he was talking to me like normal before he went off.
my dad is so weird.
haha.

my mummy is taking me to see the doctor.
haiz.
so sick of going to clinics.

i want to go to jusco so badly!
i want to go to mph to buy Jodi Picoult's novels.
arghhhhh.
don't think my mum will let.

i got to go adi.


goodbye bloggieeeee!

18/8/2010. :)

i ♥ you!

<3,
ann ann.

my success!

i finish reading my novel!
such a success! :)
i feel so happy..
i enjoyed reading it and i love the ending..
it wasn't what i expected but i still like the way it ended.
now I'm aiming to buy another novel written by Jodi Picoult.
and i can't wait to buy my next novel!
I'm getting very addicted to novels after reading this one. :)

I'm starting to fall sick.
ished!
i shouldn't be sick at such a time.
i feel so frustrated because i always get sick.
it is all my fault for not taking care of my health.

and i can't wait for tomorrow.
i do not know what is going to happen, but i feel excited.
i think I'm mad.
am i??
i have mixed feelings now.
happy, sad, terrified and excited.
gosh.
i am mad!

i just wish everything will turn out fine. :)

this few weeks, I've been thinking of what i should work as in the future, where i should go and study and thinking how to earn money next year if i can work.
i want to become a singer so badly.
i want that to be true.
and i want to go to Australia to study.
Hillsong college.
i can learn singing there!
i also want to become a pastor because i want to share the happiness that God have given to me to other people who are in need out there in the world.
i want to reach out and bring revival to the country and to the whole wide world.
it sounds so hard to achieve right?
all i can do is believe, trust in Him and try my best to achieve my goal.
i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. *i forgot what verse is this, but i know it is from the bible and it made a change in my life.*
about next year, maybe i can go and sing in a cafe.
i found one cafe which had such entertainment.
Station One Cafe.
i want to try it out.
i bet it would be a wonderful experience.
i am very sure of it.
i need so many wishing stars!
haha.
i know i can do it.
i just know it.
have faith :)

i just felt like blogging so badly.
so i am sitting here blogging all i want to say.
such a relieve.
i didn't know i will write so many things also.
amazing!
now i want to go and watch television.
i can't wait to blog again tomorrow.


byezz bloggieee...

<3,
ann ann.

i love my novel!

i spent most of my time reading my novel entitled keeping faith by Jodi Picoult.
it is a very interesting story and i am addicted to it.
hehe. :)








this is my book cover...
i love it so much!
teheee!

i want to buy more of her books!



byezz blogggieeeee~


<3,
ann ann.

ished!

my life has been so *erm* indescribable.

no mood to blog now.

byee my dear bloggieeee...

<3,
ann ann.

that horrible pain in me.

this is the only place where i can just let go all of my feelings and make myself feel better.
i still have that pain in my heart.
it won't go away.
why wouldn't it go away??
why???!!
going through life with this pain in me is so hard.
that relationship is done and over with.
what is wrong with me??!!
i just want to let go this feeling so badly.
it's not like he's going to bother about me anymore.
haiz.

life has been so complicated these days.
sometimes I'm happy, sad, and confused.
i sit there in class thinking about everything that i have went through.
i feel that i have destroyed my life by making the wrong mistakes again and again.
and i am falling in love once again.
feel that i should stop all these things.
but i can't.
I'm scared that I'll end up in the same situation again.

this is special post2!
she wants to tell you that she likes you.
it is so hard for her to do that.
she melts at every single thing you say to her.
you were the only guy which can make her smile nonstop.
she wish that she can share everything with you.
can she?
she is waiting.
waiting... waiting... waiting...
waiting for you.

Letters start with A-B-C, numbers start with 1-2-3, songs start with do-re-me, but love...love starts with you and me.

i love you~


byezzz bloggieeee...

<3,
ann ann.

The best day :)

i had many best days in my life.
but yesterday was awesomely amazingly and indescribable.
haha.

i went out to jusco yesterday with Zoe Benvait as it was our sort of merdeka day since the exams were over. *sort of*
we went to watch The Last Air bender in 3D! haha.
we went there to buy tickets and there was this guy saying
"3D not much effect only lah."
my gosh.
my wish lah what i want to watch!
ished!
neways, it was awesome.
my 3D specs kept on falling and it was so annoying!
haha.
then we went to play pump it up in capcom.
TEHEE!
and this is where EVERYTHING starts.
we went to it.
we had so much fun!
despite that we couldn't step on it properly.
so geram.
haha.
ahhh.
i dunno whether i want to say this here or not.
all i can say is this,


i think I'm falling for you.
love at first sight.


I'm leading worship tomorrow.
wish me good luck!
hehe.

i really think I'm falling in love with you.

byezzz blogieeee!


<3,
ann ann.

i'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.
for not being there for you.
i blame myself for everything.
you care about me so much but i left you alone.
I'm sorry my dear friend.
i hope you're fine now.
i really hope you ll just pick up the phone.
I'm so sorry.
i really am.
you were always there when i needed you.
but i wasn't there when you need me.
you have been such a kind friend all these years.
i feel so bad.
i pray that you'll be fine.
all my fault.
for not caring and being there for you.
my fault.


bye.

<3,
ann.

succeeded and relieved.

i have moved on.
no longer hanging onto something that could not last forever.
I'm happy now.
very happy.
:)


today's trial paper sucks.
cause i didn't study.
i regretted that i didn't start earlier.
but i am happy with my marks.
i got b for commerce and geography.
but for science, i have to wait till tomorrow for my paper one.
i don't think i can get an a already.
but i really hope i still can get an a.
tomorrow 's paper is history.
my gosh.
sure die wan.
once i open my reference book, i will start to fall asleep.
aiks.
i really hope i can pass and not fail.
good luck to me and all the rest of you out there.


this Sunday I'm leading worship.
i hope i can do well.
i pray that God will lead me throughout the whole worship.
I'm scared!
haha.


i've moved on. goodbye.


byezzzz bloggie!

<3,
ann ann.

A person that matters a lot to me.

hehehe. you made me laugh. :)

thank you so much.
i know i shouldn't be crying over him.
and i know i must control myself.
just give me some time. :)
thank you for always giving me hope.
i love you!


trials! x___x
the first two days of trials was crap!
i wrote my essay like mad and there are a lot of mistakes...
aiks.
today was maths exam...
paper two was so easy, yet i lost 4-5 marks...
ish!
i was really confident with myself...
paper one was harder...
i got two mistakes....
silly ones...

tomorrow is science paper 2, commerce, and geography *i think*.
haha... tomorrow will be the worst day of the week!
ahhh! i haven't started studying yet.
die die die. i think i better go now.

i love you.


byezzzz bloggieeeeee!

<3,
ann ann.

i miss you...

it was suppose to be our second month anniversary two days ago.
i wish i can have you back.
i just want to.
i miss you a lot...
you may never know, but i still do miss you.


i love you.



<3,
ann ann.