everything has changed.
whatever i wished for didn't come true.
i don't know who are you anymore.
you are so different now.
i don't feel like talking to you anymore.
you only look for me when you are all tensed and emo.
excuse me, who am i to you?
what to say?
it is just not meant to be.
i already knew it from the start.
why couldn't i let go earlier?
i must move on from something that i know will never happen.
there is no more faith in this.
school school school.
teacher's are complaining, students are complaining, everyone is complaining.
oh no.
i don't know what to do.
teachers kept on telling us on how we must respect our teachers and not criticise them behind their backs.
why does rumours spread so fast?
superb fast.
all we could do was just sit there and listen.
nothing much happened after that.
i am glad that it's getting better.
maybe, i suppose.
that tiny little faith in me is starting to grow.
i didn't forget all the things we've been through. <3
this song really touched my heart.
i haven't heard it in such a long time.
the song title is "we are the reason".
awesome song. :)
we are the reason that He gave His life.
we are the reason that He suffered and died.
He showed us a reason to live.
i love you Jesus!
that's it i guess.
thank you for dropping by!
God bless you! <3
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
i'm such a terrible person!
I'm such a terrible person!
i am so bad in handling the jobs that i have.
oh dear, i better change to be a better person.
i am a terrible class representative.
i eat in class, i don't control the class and many more.
and dear principal, please don't come and check on us!
the worst president on earth.
I've just realised that i have never listened to any of their opinions and only ordering to do things for me.
i am so sorry.
please forgive me and i will do better from now on!
and thank you to all the board members for being so helpful and cooperative!
love you guys *though you all piss me off sometimes :)* !
so let's put all these aside and talk about fun stuff!
my good friend and I won second place in a duet competition!
we never expected it at all.
when i found out, i just stood there and i couldn't feel my heart beat.
on the inside, i was extremely happy!
this was what i have dreamt of!
some people might say that we won cause of my friend who is popular.
but i don't care.
we did it together and it was team work!
i enjoyed the competition and had a wonderful experience with my friend!
i won myself a trophy and also a bouquet of flowers.
people kept on taking my flowers!
i love the trophy so much although there was a scratch on it.
pictures will be uploaded soon :)
school is so much fun nowadays!
everyday after recess, we'll eat in the class *i pray that none of the teachers will see this!*
and we laugh and laugh till we can roll on the floor!
today i was dragged out of the class by miss gorgeous while i was sitting on my chair doing my BM literature.
thank goodness no teacher was around!
last week was the best week ever!
we couldn't stop screaming, shouting and laughing!
because of this, our class got lots of complaints.
not a good thing.
i was a part of the complaint i guess.
useless class rep. :p
HAHA.
i still love 4 Cemp!
we are the craziest class in form 4!
we rock and roll in school !
wooohoooooo ! :D
i am currently so addicted to every song that i listened to.
i love the song fiction by B2ST.
songs sang by The Wanted is also not bad.
unique voices!
i am still listening to Westlife songs and some oldies. :p
jar of hearts by Christina Perri is awesome!
used to hate that song.
HAHA.
God is awesome, isn't He?
i love Him so much!
i really thank Him for all the things i have in my life.
without Him i am nothing.
i really thank Him for bringing me back into His presence again.
He comforts me and takes away all my anxieties.
thank You Jesus! <3
so that's about it.
thank you for reading my blog and thanks for dropping by!
God bless you !
i am so bad in handling the jobs that i have.
oh dear, i better change to be a better person.
i am a terrible class representative.
i eat in class, i don't control the class and many more.
and dear principal, please don't come and check on us!
the worst president on earth.
I've just realised that i have never listened to any of their opinions and only ordering to do things for me.
i am so sorry.
please forgive me and i will do better from now on!
and thank you to all the board members for being so helpful and cooperative!
love you guys *though you all piss me off sometimes :)* !
so let's put all these aside and talk about fun stuff!
my good friend and I won second place in a duet competition!
we never expected it at all.
when i found out, i just stood there and i couldn't feel my heart beat.
on the inside, i was extremely happy!
this was what i have dreamt of!
some people might say that we won cause of my friend who is popular.
but i don't care.
we did it together and it was team work!
i enjoyed the competition and had a wonderful experience with my friend!
i won myself a trophy and also a bouquet of flowers.
people kept on taking my flowers!
i love the trophy so much although there was a scratch on it.
pictures will be uploaded soon :)
school is so much fun nowadays!
everyday after recess, we'll eat in the class *i pray that none of the teachers will see this!*
and we laugh and laugh till we can roll on the floor!
today i was dragged out of the class by miss gorgeous while i was sitting on my chair doing my BM literature.
thank goodness no teacher was around!
last week was the best week ever!
we couldn't stop screaming, shouting and laughing!
because of this, our class got lots of complaints.
not a good thing.
i was a part of the complaint i guess.
useless class rep. :p
HAHA.
i still love 4 Cemp!
we are the craziest class in form 4!
we rock and roll in school !
wooohoooooo ! :D
i am currently so addicted to every song that i listened to.
i love the song fiction by B2ST.
songs sang by The Wanted is also not bad.
unique voices!
i am still listening to Westlife songs and some oldies. :p
jar of hearts by Christina Perri is awesome!
used to hate that song.
HAHA.
God is awesome, isn't He?
i love Him so much!
i really thank Him for all the things i have in my life.
without Him i am nothing.
i really thank Him for bringing me back into His presence again.
He comforts me and takes away all my anxieties.
thank You Jesus! <3
so that's about it.
thank you for reading my blog and thanks for dropping by!
God bless you !
Friday, July 1, 2011
A Well-Oiled Machine
I knew not to expect to get a car on my 16Th birthday. My dad let me know months ahead of time that although my friends were getting new cars, that wasn't going to happen for me. We simply did not have the money for such luxury.
But somehow, he found a way. It wasn't a new car. Far from it. It was 35 years old, in fact. But it was the coolest car our family had ever had: a 1966 Ford Mustang with a 351 Windsor engine. I was thrilled to get it.
Soon i was driving all over southwest Georgia, gleaming with pride every time i had the chance to show my car off to someone new. I got to know that car like the back of my hand, and I did my very best to take good care of it.
One of the things I had to do on a regular basis was make sure it had plenty of oil. I wasn't really sure why it needed so much oil, but I did my best to keep up with it.
After a while, though, the newness of having this great car began to wear off. Slowly, I began to pay less attention to its needs. Yet, I was still depending on it to take me to places i need to go.
One sweltering hot summer day my neglect came back to hurt me. It had been long since I checked the oil that was there was scarcely a drop of it in the engine. My beautiful Mustang completely overheated and the engine was ruined. All because i didn't understand the importance of oil.
I learned right away why oil is so important. It's a lubricant, meaning it helps the engine run smoothly and cuts down natural friction. If only i had learned that a little sooner!
As you and I go through life, our relationships are like the engine of a car. Sometimes there is natural friction. In fact, often people we love most are the people who can cause the most friction.
Kindness is the oil, or the lubricant, of our relationships. Acts of kindness help smooth out possible friction. Kind words cool down heated arguments.
As we become more like Christ, His Spirit gives to us the power to be kind in the midst of conflict. If we remember that, our relationships will run like a well-oiled machine.
PRAYER.
Lord God, I pray for Your grace as I pursue kindness in all my relationships. Thank You for the strength to be kind in difficult circumstances. In Jesus' name, Amen.
this is extracted from a devotional book.
i find it meaningful and decided to post it on my blog.
i hope this can be helpful to someone who is reading this post now.
God bless all of you! <3
But somehow, he found a way. It wasn't a new car. Far from it. It was 35 years old, in fact. But it was the coolest car our family had ever had: a 1966 Ford Mustang with a 351 Windsor engine. I was thrilled to get it.
Soon i was driving all over southwest Georgia, gleaming with pride every time i had the chance to show my car off to someone new. I got to know that car like the back of my hand, and I did my very best to take good care of it.
One of the things I had to do on a regular basis was make sure it had plenty of oil. I wasn't really sure why it needed so much oil, but I did my best to keep up with it.
After a while, though, the newness of having this great car began to wear off. Slowly, I began to pay less attention to its needs. Yet, I was still depending on it to take me to places i need to go.
One sweltering hot summer day my neglect came back to hurt me. It had been long since I checked the oil that was there was scarcely a drop of it in the engine. My beautiful Mustang completely overheated and the engine was ruined. All because i didn't understand the importance of oil.
I learned right away why oil is so important. It's a lubricant, meaning it helps the engine run smoothly and cuts down natural friction. If only i had learned that a little sooner!
As you and I go through life, our relationships are like the engine of a car. Sometimes there is natural friction. In fact, often people we love most are the people who can cause the most friction.
Kindness is the oil, or the lubricant, of our relationships. Acts of kindness help smooth out possible friction. Kind words cool down heated arguments.
As we become more like Christ, His Spirit gives to us the power to be kind in the midst of conflict. If we remember that, our relationships will run like a well-oiled machine.
PRAYER.
Lord God, I pray for Your grace as I pursue kindness in all my relationships. Thank You for the strength to be kind in difficult circumstances. In Jesus' name, Amen.
this is extracted from a devotional book.
i find it meaningful and decided to post it on my blog.
i hope this can be helpful to someone who is reading this post now.
God bless all of you! <3
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