LIFE...

here we go again. the same thing again every single day.
i feel so sad to say goodbye. but i can't help it. i'm sorry dear.
[the song that i'm listening is goin to make me cry]
'you are my everything to me' i want you to noe that.

this few days...
my mood not that good. all there is to think about is homework and pmr.
i dun feel like doing anything.
thank goodness i have a friend by my side to cheer me up when i'm down.

school friends?
oh no. i dun think we'll be alright. our relationship as friends is going so wrong.
i tried to keep it the same.
but you all dun seem to care.
do you care?
i know that since she came, everything will be different.
excatly what that i expected.
haiz.

everything has been so different. but i have God by my side and i'm happy about that.
i want to throw everything that's in my life.
i want to start a new one.
i want to feel better again.
this year has been killing me.
and i knew this was goin to happen.
everything that happened iis breaking my heart into pieces.
pieces that cannot be glued, mend or fix back.
i feel that my heart is gone.
gone and never back.

i want to glue back my heart.
i want to mend back my heart.
i want to fix my heart.
i want everything to be normal like last time.
i hope it can.
i wish it can.
i want a time machine!!! i want to turn back time!!!


LORD, i pray that you'll help me and solve everything.
i thank you.
in Jesus name.
AMEN.


<3,
annann.

School, Life And?

i'm starting to like school adi. the subjects seem to be so easy and i really need to thank the teachers for making it so easy to understand. so fun.
haha. life has been nice. and everything was back to normal.
enjoying my life.
not regretting what i have done.
relationships with friends is fine. except that we have less topic to chat about.
nevermind. lucky i still have them.
haha. and i didn't know that my teachers play facebook! wow.
still got so much homework to do. i have no idea whether i can finish anot.
so lazy ler.
and you have not been sms-ing me adi. why? you busy?
gtg... byez my dear bloggie...


<3 annann

A New Year...

new year is here. wow. so many complicated things are happening in my life. so worried about so many things. i was so scared to go to school. i was scared that i will drop class again. and so i did. i was very unhappy with myself. i drop class every year. i have no idea why i did not study properly. haiz.

school started. i have no idea who am i suppose to sit with. so blur. i feel so new in the class and so uncomfortable. then i met roseveen. ah. thank goodness i have her. haha. so now i'm sitting at the back of the class and i can't see anything. oops. the teachers are kind and strict. i'm starting to like the subjects i hate for the past two years. the teachers make it so fun, interesting and easy to understand. and i met so many new people. some are so weird. some are funny. some are kind. so nice to have them around.

so many homework to do. ai yo. so lazy. and there seems to be a test on next monday. sejarah and bm. sejarah have to memorize form 1 and 2. i have not even started yet. busted lah. there are also many obstacles to jump through and so many disturbances on the way.

i feel so left out sometimes. like there was no one for me. my friends and u have changed classes. and we seldom talk to each other. my mum is helping me a lot in my daily life. she gives me advices and most of all she loves me very much. as much as i love her. this relationship as a mother and daughter is so wonderful. <3

haiz. i got to go. got hw and have to help my dad do some stuff. aish. malas ler.
byez.

<3,
ANNANN.