LIFE...

here we go again. the same thing again every single day.
i feel so sad to say goodbye. but i can't help it. i'm sorry dear.
[the song that i'm listening is goin to make me cry]
'you are my everything to me' i want you to noe that.

this few days...
my mood not that good. all there is to think about is homework and pmr.
i dun feel like doing anything.
thank goodness i have a friend by my side to cheer me up when i'm down.

school friends?
oh no. i dun think we'll be alright. our relationship as friends is going so wrong.
i tried to keep it the same.
but you all dun seem to care.
do you care?
i know that since she came, everything will be different.
excatly what that i expected.
haiz.

everything has been so different. but i have God by my side and i'm happy about that.
i want to throw everything that's in my life.
i want to start a new one.
i want to feel better again.
this year has been killing me.
and i knew this was goin to happen.
everything that happened iis breaking my heart into pieces.
pieces that cannot be glued, mend or fix back.
i feel that my heart is gone.
gone and never back.

i want to glue back my heart.
i want to mend back my heart.
i want to fix my heart.
i want everything to be normal like last time.
i hope it can.
i wish it can.
i want a time machine!!! i want to turn back time!!!


LORD, i pray that you'll help me and solve everything.
i thank you.
in Jesus name.
AMEN.


<3,
annann.