Wednesday, January 13, 2010

A New Year...

new year is here. wow. so many complicated things are happening in my life. so worried about so many things. i was so scared to go to school. i was scared that i will drop class again. and so i did. i was very unhappy with myself. i drop class every year. i have no idea why i did not study properly. haiz.

school started. i have no idea who am i suppose to sit with. so blur. i feel so new in the class and so uncomfortable. then i met roseveen. ah. thank goodness i have her. haha. so now i'm sitting at the back of the class and i can't see anything. oops. the teachers are kind and strict. i'm starting to like the subjects i hate for the past two years. the teachers make it so fun, interesting and easy to understand. and i met so many new people. some are so weird. some are funny. some are kind. so nice to have them around.

so many homework to do. ai yo. so lazy. and there seems to be a test on next monday. sejarah and bm. sejarah have to memorize form 1 and 2. i have not even started yet. busted lah. there are also many obstacles to jump through and so many disturbances on the way.

i feel so left out sometimes. like there was no one for me. my friends and u have changed classes. and we seldom talk to each other. my mum is helping me a lot in my daily life. she gives me advices and most of all she loves me very much. as much as i love her. this relationship as a mother and daughter is so wonderful. <3

haiz. i got to go. got hw and have to help my dad do some stuff. aish. malas ler.
byez.

<3,
ANNANN.

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