i'm sorry, i can't take it anymore.

I'm sorry, i can't take it anymore.
you always corrected us when we were wrong, sometimes even when we were right.
i don't mind you correcting me when i am wrong, i am not perfect.
but when i am right, i can't even get my points straight because you are being one way street minded.
it's so annoying.
i have my rights to tell you what i did was right.
don't i ?
try looking at yourself at the mirror.
look at yourself before you judge someone else.
i am so disappointed in you till i have no words to say.
i just can't wait to get out from this place and just let go of everything.
this is really getting too much and it's starting to pile up.
one day, i am going to explode.
so i suggest you , better watch out.

got top 10 in class!
i have improved :)
but it wasn't enough.
so sad.
i guess i expected too much.

a day of relieve.
it doesn't belong to me anymore.
at last.
it's not my responsibility anymore.
superb glad.
thank you for everything you have done, thank you for those times when you stood for me.
thank you for proving to me that love does not exist.
thank you for giving me in the slap on the face to not fall to hard next time.

sports day is tomorrow.
i have no voice, i am coughing and i have flu.
oh goodness me.
i don't know how am i gonna go through it tomorrow.
i just pray that God will heal and guide me through tomorrow.
all the best to all the marching contingents!

thank you for dropping by and God bless all of you!
remember to drink lots of water and stay healthy unlike me !
and please do continue praying for the haze and the weather. :)

love, 
miss awesome.

lost in my own world.

lost in my own world.
where am i ?
i feel so lost.
sometimes, i just wish to sit at the corner of the room and cry and cry and cry.
for no reason.
i feel as if my own world is crashing down on me.

got my results back for my mid term exam.
well, as usual, it ain't satisfying.
time to put in lots of effort and time into my studies!
i did improve on some particular subjects though.
glad i passed all my exams so far.
and surprisingly, i passed my history exams!
that is so weird.
i presumed that i would fail that test.

i am now, sitting here staring into space.
well, kinda?
thinking about what i have done.
was it meant to be or was it a lesson ?
i am wondering whether i have made the right decision about things.
sometimes i just feel like whacking myself.
i knew there was something wrong somewhere.
but unfortunately, i have left it just the way it was.
dead.
it's my fault.
for falling for you.
for thinking that love was real.
for wishing that i could have you all to myself.
everything didn't turn out the way it was suppose to be.
sad to say.

went out with a close friend of mine during the holidays, here are some photos :)

had lots of fun shooting aliens and heart to heart talk :)
a truly amazing friend.

back when you were mine, 

everything turned out as it seems, 

a dream come true, 

in the end, it  proved nothing but heartache and sorrows.

thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you !
remember to stay healthy and eat well :)


love, 
miss awesome. 

life beyond what you can imagine.

life beyond what you can imagine.
sometimes, you dream too much.
sometimes, you wish too much.
sometimes, you dream and wish too much.
that's what i did.
making wishes hoping they would come true just like in movies.
sadly, they are all worthless.
i wasted a lot of my time doing things i shouldn't be doing.
in the end, i am the one who regret.
it brought me nothing but misery.

holidays are soon to be over now.
how sad.
i wish we had a month of holidays and no homework at all.
too bad i have got to finish the rest of my homework including my add math project.
how sickening.
i have been a very very lazy person.
my uncle gave me a laptop !
and it is a mini one.
it's so cool !
it is kinda outdated but i am happy to have it!
i wished to have one of these for quite some time now. :D

i am worship leading again this sunday.
i pray that everything will just go on smoothly.
and i am finally getting baptised !
feel so excited !
i finally get to do it !

so yeah, that's about it for now.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you !
hope you all enjoy your holidays :)

finally, i have gotten over you. 

you didn't deserve anything  at all.

love, 

miss awesome.