history..

2 days ago was my best day ever.
hehe.
wahhhhhhhhh...
haha.

yesterday,
normal school day.
the classes are starting to get bored.
then i went to tuition.
those ppl in the class does not understand how to keep their mouth shut.
boys and girls.
my gosh.
my eardrum can burst adi.
conversations were full with bad words.
and they were laughing and laughing.
i can die mannnn.
i can't really concentrate if they do that.
and they are so self centered.
they only care for themselves and not for others.
they just kept on blabbing and blabbing non stop.
like a machine which cannot shut down.
huh yoh...

today,
classes were very boring...
felt like sleeping...
then nothing much happened.
as usual i'm so called the left out person.
so used to it adi.

jus now i just finish doing my kerja kayu.
it's not really nice.
i hope i get high marks for it.

later have to go and do folios which i hate and peka science.
haizzzz...

i'm dying without you...


byez bloggie...

<3,
annann.

fairytales

fairytales...
wish my life could be something like that.
here goes my up and downs again.
i feel so left out.


life is jus so complicated.
like a puzzle you can't solve.
and my life is even worst than that.
nobody could understand how i feel inside but God.
nobody understands at all.


[school]
this whole week got marching + the raptai.
i'm comfirmed that i'm goin to be a fried sotong.
i don't even think my sunblock is working!!
oh gosh. die lah.
then i have to start studying adi. but i'm hooked up to the computer.
haizzz.
got exam in may, august and the BIG one in october.
DIE DIE DIE.....

[life]
now ermmm...
i'm happy.
very happy.
hehe.
i hope nothing spoils my mood.

and i got tuition later. my gosh!!!
i can just faint lah..
i dun want to go!!!
haizzzz.
2010= stupid year.

that's all for now...


ps: i LOVE you!!


byezzz bloggie...


<3,
annann...

complicated.

[yesterday]

i went to the library to get some stuff for sejarah folio.
and photostated abt 60 pages.
so many!!!
then i met my sejarah teacher there.
she was helping her daughter oso.

then i went to parade.
walk until my leg was so pain.
haha.
then i saw this couple.
the girl wanted to hold the guys hand,
but the guy did not want to.
in my heart i was like 'you stupid fella!!! hold her hand lah!!'
feel like smacking that guy.
useless betul.


[today]
i went to church as usual.
felt very sleepy.
then i walk here and there.
playing with kids.
then i felt like i was nobody there at all.
nobody.
i felt so blank.
very blank.
haiz.

my relationship with God is bad.
i want to get back to Him.
i feel so far away.
far far away.
God i need you!!!!


then now, waiting for my sis to sleep then i can go and cut my hair.
haha.
weeee~~


missing you!!


byez bloggie,
annann

my outing [LOVE]

we had fun like always.
we went to kbox and sang like mad.
and it was so freaking cold.
haha.
and now i oni realise that we oni took 2 photos. haha.
then i went to the arcade to play the dancing thing. spend more than 10 ringgit on it.
i'm gonna go pokai liao.
haha.
then we went to makan, go see nice phones <3 <3 and went to see korean albums...
then all of us went home. and then went to the park.

sorry i din chat much.
SOWIE!!!
i still love you. <3 <3
hehe.
i love you veri veri muchie.

carven is goin to go back adi. =[
haiz. i can't spend much time chatting vit her adi.
wish she'll go back later. not tomoro.
haizzzzz.


that's all for now.. =]

byez bloggie...
<3,
annann

lalala~~

last day of school adi.
got one week holiday!!! hehe.
and i've got hw!!! *no peace*
haha.

during the holidays got marching from monday to friday.
i seriously don't want to become a fried sotong. haha.
thank goodness my mum bought sun block adi..
yay!!

now things are going quite well.
not really everything is going right lah.
the saddest thing happened to me!!! ah!!!!
you're so mean!!!
ISH.

i dunno wat to say liao.
and i've got good news today!! haha.
i really hope it happens. haha.
really want it to.

byezzz bloggie.....


<3,
ann ann.

8: 51pm 8th March 2010 [I LOVE YOU]

haha. lalalala.
so bored. i did the exam today badly. i wanna die.
if i don't make it to top ten then i won't get a new phone!!!!
AISH.
i want a new wan.
i can't get an a for sivik coz i've got more than 5 mistakes. *stupid me*
science i think can get b oni. if i can a then i'll be so HAPPIE!!!!!!!
haha.
and moral i lagi mati lah. SHEESH.
i forgot all the nilai and left 1 question blank.
i regretted for not studying earlier!!!!
AH!!!!

YESTERDAY
can be said as the best day of my life.
haha.
yippie~~~
haha.



NOW.
i have to go and study and study and study until my brain burst.
WHY DID THEY PUT GEO AND KH TOGETHER????!!!!!
HATE MY SCHOOL.



<3,
annann

No.

No.
i never ever want to trust you anymore.
NEVER EVER AGAIN.
you big fat liar.
i thought you were saying the truth.
but when i asked someone else, it's a different story.
i dun wanna talk to you anymore.
NO NO NO.
NEVER.

you broke my heart so badly.
felt like slapping you to mars!!
you wanted to lie about it and think it as a joke which you can tell your grandchildren or something is it?????
BASTARD.
you can never get through me.
i will not let you play me ever again.
you destroyed my beautiful life mannnnn!!!

WAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU ??????
never want to go out with you annymore. never.



<3,
annann

what to do?

i've been so sick these days with marching and homeworks and my so called life.

firstly, marching make me darker!! ish...
and i dun have sunblock... sooner i'll be darker.
i don't want!!!

next homeworks and stupid irratating annoying folios.
i wanna die lah.
i dun wanna do anymore folio.
i'm going mad.

lastly,
my so called life.
my life has been great but it has changed this few months.
ive been listening to people's advice and i felt a bit guilty.
i can't think straight.
i don't know whether what i'm doing is right or wrong.
i've been so heart broken this few days.
wondering about you.
i can't let go!!!
stupid me!!!
you don't seem to bother about me at all.
FINE.
and i've always listen to your problems and tell you how to solve it and gave you advices.
but when i tell you mine...
you don't even listen.
you never ever listen.
i do not know who am i suppose to share my feelings with.
it's all stuck inside of me.
i wanna let it go so badly.
i want to find someone who can seriously help me.
i'm badly badly heartbroken.
i never want to listen to all your nonsense ever again.
sometimes i just wish i never got to know you.
i want someone to be by my side always and never let go.
i want to lean on your shoulder.
too bad i can't.



wished i never knew you.


<3,
annann.

i do!!

i do.
i do.
i do.

i love you.
i do.
that feeling is drowning me.


i'm waiting.
for you.