Hello World.

Hello World.

i have not been blogging for a long period of time as i had issues with my laptop.
i finally got a new laptop now.
so blessed, so blessed.

i am currently studying in a different state, therefore, new people, new experiences, new knowledge.
i am truly blessed as i am fortunate to have the opportunity to even come here when many are not able to.
in my college, sometimes it so heartbroken to see that all those who are born into a wealthy family, all who have been fed with a silver spoon, take so many things for granted.
they act as if things fall from the sky.
well, these people will never learn , would they?

life has been truly awesome here, i can never ask for more.
i have met all sorts of people here.
people who back stabs you.
people who lie to you.
people who trust you.
people who take you for granted.
people who would never appreciate your hard work.
people who are selfish.
people who are superb greedy.
and people who love you.
basically, you meet the whole world here.
something to prepare you to face the world outside.
the cold cold world outside.

when i first came here, i was truly excited, anticipating what will come next in this new aspect of life.
of course i do miss home and the people i love.
the only thing i have never regretted since i came here is that i broke up with my ex.
if i have not mistaken,i must have spoken about him somewhere in the history of this blog.
i believe i said something like i will love him forever and he is the one for me or some bullshit like that.
well, i guess i was too young and immature to think about all that stuff and so i broke it off with him.
that process ain't that easy but how can i go on when i already know that he isn't right for me?
he does not even earn any money and when i think about the future, i wonder how would i survive.
many people have already told me, "hey, he isn't the one for you."
who would ever listen and obey to that?
obviously i didn't until i started to wake up after i came here.
that's a start to a new life.

i met a lot of nice guys here.
not to forget the guys who are a lil crazy.
then there we go again.
i fell in love.
this time, i can guarantee you that it is so different.
i have been in this relationship for five months now.
this is my longest relationship so far.
he is such a blessing to my life.
he is now fetching me to and fro to college.
he is truly a blessing to me.
we had a lot of ups and downs and strongly kept this relationship going.
you might not see him as someone who looks like Chris Hemsworth or someone who is as wealthy as Oprah but i see him as someone perfect to me.
that is all that matters.

this is all for now.
to all of you out there who are struggling in your life, remember that there is a God who is always there for you.
Philippians 4:13 , I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Amen.

signing off,
Ann.

hello, oh hello!

i have been missing but now, I AM BACK.
i have been enjoying my college life so far despite of all the dramas in college.
well, ain't that typical?
it has been hard but it ain't stopping me from anything.

well, there is nothing more than that.

it's time to change the world.

signing off,
Ann.

saying goodbye isn't an easy thing.

saying goodbye isn't an easy thing.
therefore saying goodbye to last year wasn't easy.
I can ever afford to let those memories to fade away just like that.
but time pass so fast.
so hard to keep those things in mind.

this is a new year.
a new beginning to a start of a new year.
ironic, how things are.
new year is a special day for everyone and it is suppose to be a happy and joyous day.
for me?
it turn out terribly.
sad.

nagging or caring?
I have no idea.
so much of nagging.
I feel like banging my head against the wall.
after I have made my own decisions, you decide to change them.
then what's the point of asking me to make up my mind in the first place?!
might as well you just stop talking and leave me alone.
seriously.
psycho.

thanks for dropping by and may you have a blessed year ahead.
God bless you! :)

love,
Ann.