what to do?

i've been so sick these days with marching and homeworks and my so called life.

firstly, marching make me darker!! ish...
and i dun have sunblock... sooner i'll be darker.
i don't want!!!

next homeworks and stupid irratating annoying folios.
i wanna die lah.
i dun wanna do anymore folio.
i'm going mad.

lastly,
my so called life.
my life has been great but it has changed this few months.
ive been listening to people's advice and i felt a bit guilty.
i can't think straight.
i don't know whether what i'm doing is right or wrong.
i've been so heart broken this few days.
wondering about you.
i can't let go!!!
stupid me!!!
you don't seem to bother about me at all.
FINE.
and i've always listen to your problems and tell you how to solve it and gave you advices.
but when i tell you mine...
you don't even listen.
you never ever listen.
i do not know who am i suppose to share my feelings with.
it's all stuck inside of me.
i wanna let it go so badly.
i want to find someone who can seriously help me.
i'm badly badly heartbroken.
i never want to listen to all your nonsense ever again.
sometimes i just wish i never got to know you.
i want someone to be by my side always and never let go.
i want to lean on your shoulder.
too bad i can't.



wished i never knew you.


<3,
annann.