thank you.

thank you.
for all that you have done for me.
you have always stood there beside me no matter what i am going through.
you mean a lot to me.
and i cannot replace you with anyone else in the entire world.

when i grow older, i will remember all these times that I've went through.
yes, i am sad.
but i think to myself, "hey, what's the point if i keep on thinking about it ?".
it has already happened and still is.
i don't know what to do.
i promise you i won't be sad.
and you know i will regret doing it.
you know i will.
what am i suppose to do ?
am i suppose to turn left or turn right ?
i can't let go of this relationship after what i have been through.
you know i can't do it.
i just can't.
i can't destroy some one's relationship just like that.
i can't afford to risk mine too.
I'll slowly let it go.
i promise.
hopefully i know what i am doing. :)


school.
you want us to sit according to alphabetical order.
why?
does it benefit you in any way ?
does it ?
we have to line up and even sit in classes according to the alphabetical order.
i don't know who came up with such a stupid rule.
it's so annoying.
i have not started studying for my monthly exam yet.
i don't want to give a damn anymore.
so sick of all this nonsense.
am going for a seminar this Sunday.
looks like fun !
i can't wait. :)

so many things have changed.
while i was waiting for my mum to pick me up after school, there were a bunch of juniors standing nearby.
one of them was so rude and vulgar.
she cursed every single thing she sees.
is she even a human or an animal ?
i have never seen people talk like that before.
that is just plain rude and no self respect.
she even spilled her coke everywhere cause her friend threatened her.
guess that was a bad idea.
i am not saying that i am not vulgar.
i am.
but rarely.
i don't just simply curse the tree and laugh.
that is just mean and crazy.
i do say bad words when i am angry and annoyed.
trying to stop this bad habit though.
 

tell me if you ain't happy. 

tell me the truth. 

i don't want to live a life full of your lies. 

so that's about it. 

thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you :)

<3, 

miss awesome.