i just hope that the smile on my face can mask all the pain.

i just hope that my smile on my face can mask all my pain.
i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say.
it's so sad for me to see her drown in sadness.
all i can do is watch and do nothing.
i don't know how to make her feel better, i don't know what i should do.
i still can't accept the fact that you said you have never loved her.
are you blind ?
she has done so much for you and all you could say is that she never loved you ?
you are a person who doesn't deserve my sympathy.
i don't sympathise you at all.
you deserved what you are going through now.
do me a favour to stop being a pain in my butt.
can't you just appreciate what she has done for you ?
just a simple thank you won't do you any harm.
will it ?
show some appreciation for goodness sake.
you are worthless.

so, let me update you about what had happened today.
i went to parade with miss gorgeous to have our lunch.
we ate in sushi king !
and we while we were waiting to pay our bill, guess who we saw ?
TEACHERS.
the first thing i thought of was, great we're doomed.
all the teachers know both of us and that ain't good.
we gave them a broad smile !
thank goodness we were not accompanied by any guys.
fuhhh.
we continually bumped into a lot of girls from our school.
so we asked them whether they have seen the teachers and so on.
they have met them, and those unlucky ones got scolding from the teachers.
but hey, what is wrong with us going there ?
we were only having lunch and going back to school !
mannn.
it's either they have nothing else to do or decided to spy on the students.
great , just great.
everyone is complaining now.
but i don't give a damn anymore.
it is over and done with.
so then we went back to school and it is time to do some exercise !
i wasn't looking forward to it.
i knew that it was going to be superb hot and I'll be lazy.
and i saw you.
it is already the third time.
i have no idea whether this is good or bad.
i just pray that the feelings won't come back.


valentine's day is just around the corner !
i can't wait :)
i love you lots biee.

so that's about it !
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you !

<3,
miss awesome.