from then till now, my skin colour also changed already.
i am getting darker and darker day by day!
SHIT LAH.
the marching is so far so good.
they did better today.
i am so proud of them!
:)
then some things happen which made me very unhappy.
i myself do not know how to solve it.
every time i think of it, i feel so stressed out.
this happened yesterday and today.
i do not know why teenagers have such bad attitude nowadays.
i do not know why parents want to spoil them.
the way they raise up their child is very important.
or maybe the way they socialise in school changed them.
the people they mixed with also changes them.
i don't know why this person had to act in that manner.
it really made me feel very uncomfortable.
i just want to leave everything to God and let Him work things out.
studies. studies. studies.
this two weeks, i didn't get enough of rest.
i was very busy with marching and tuition.
every time i reach home, i quickly start doing my homework but i will fall asleep cause i was very tired.
then after a while, i have to go for tuitions.
i even have two tuitions in one day.
i wonder how am i going to cope with this life!
i have so many things to do and settle.
but i do not have the time.
what am i going to do?!
the only days i am free is Friday and Sunday.
the rest is all packed.
SUPERB PACKED.
i rather study in tuition than in school except add maths. :)
I LOVE MY ADD MATHS TEACHER!
the rest is all bullshit.
the classes in school is so boring!
especially the ones early in the morning!
the weather in the morning is so cooling and makes me feel like sleeping.
but some teachers do not allow us to sleep in class.
some even tries to discipline us.
oh my gosh.
that's not even the teacher's job!
and luckily the homework the teachers are giving is getting lesser and lesser.
if not i will just die!
i don't have time to even sleep at home. :(
sadnya!
HAHA.
love? love? love?
should i?
should i not?
i am confused.
will there ever be a chance for us to get back with each other?
or it is the other way around?
i find it hard to read you're mind at times.
i don't know whether you're just trying to hide your feelings or it is just the truth.
to me, i don't think there is a chance for us to get back already.
but faith changes everything.
i don't know what is going to happen in the future.
i just hope everything just go with the flow.
i don't wanna be a messed up person ever again.
EVER EVER EVER AGAIN!
actually i have started writing a story.
but the sequence is a bit messy.
so after i edit the story, i will post it on my blog.
sorry miss gorgeous! you'll get to read it soon. :)
every morning while waiting for Constance's dad to pick me up, i always stand outside and wait.
every time i look up, i always see the same star.
this star is brighter than the others.
and i find it very special.
i love taking pictures of the clouds, the sunset and many more.
i will upload the pictures when i have time.
so yeah.
that's it for now.
i will rarely update my blog cause i have no time to online.
bye bye!
i close my eyes and i will see a better day.
i close my eyes and pray.
i know there's sunshine beyond that rain.
i know there's good times beyond that pain.
i close my eyes and pray. :)
pretty, pretty please
if you ever, ever feel
like you're nothing,
you're fucking perfect to me. <3
the world will force you to smile,
i am here to help you notice the rainbow,
cause i know,
what's in you is out there.
I'm waiting :)
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