today today today!

today my school held a cross-country run!
i was very nervous!
HAHA.
so lame.
i just kept on jogging but my rubber band kept on falling so i had to stop several times just to tie my hair.
ISHED.
then i was almost at the finish line and this is where i saw those form 4's.
i was desperate to cut them so i quickly jogged and i sprint at the end.
but when i reached there, there was a girl who just cut my line.
i was awfully tired so i just left it.
and she even play cheat!
she crossed the petrol station when we're not suppose to.
whatever lah.
HAHA.
but i am superb happy that i got top 10!
i only moved up a placing from last year.
better than nothing!
:)
then i was waiting for miss gorgeous to come back.
everyone was so tired and their faces were so red when they reached the school.
then after miss gorgeous came back, we went into the school.
i was walking around searching for my friends.
but i didn't know where they were.
then luckily i saw some and i joined them.
and suddenly i lost them in the canteen.
so i just went back to the hall and i saw Khalisyah!
thank goodness.
we were chatting in the primary hall and then Manja came and joined us :)
after that i went off and i saw Cheryl and Kah yuan :)
so i joined them.
HAHA.
after that was the prize giving ceremony!
after that, as usual, the event ended earlier.
so i went to parade to call my mum.
then i took 20 minutes looking for Constance.
HAHA.
funny lah!
after a while, my mum came and i went into the car.
after sending her home, we ate in Beacon's Point.
then we when home, rested, and we went to visit my cousin who just gave birth yesterday.
i was so excited to see the baby!
he look like his dad!
he is superb cute!
hehe.
then i went for my bm tuition.
and again, i saw 'him'.
OH MY GOSH.
it is so sickening cause almost all my tuition is the same with him.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
so sick sick sick!
i see him also wanna vomit already!
*knocks head on the wall*
i just don't wanna see him again cause on my second day in one of my tuition, he kept on talking behind my back.
as if i don't understand Chinese!!
i just can't speak Chinese.
doesn't mean i don't understand.
and what the heck is your damn problem?!
is it wrong to take a funny picture ?
is it wrong to laugh when teacher says a joke?
is is freaking wrong?!
i felt like slapping you on that day.
you were so damn lucky cause i was in a good mood.
if not, you were dead meat.
i don't care if you are much taller than me or bigger in size, i am just going to slap you and make you wake up.
what kind of damn attitude do you have man?!
i get angry every time i see your stupid face.
ISHED.
after today's tuition, i came home and straight away online :)
i didn't get much rest lately.
always had to stay back in school and i have tuition almost everyday.
i get stressed out just to think about it.
but i have no choice.
THIS IS FORM 4 LIFE.
and every subject is not easy as i thought.
i should have taken arts stream.
my ambition has nothing to do with science at all!
haiz.
sad sad sad.
so many stuff to be done.
i haven't even touched my homework yet.
and i am soooooooooooooo hungry!!!!!!
HAHA.

who is my valentine this year?
no one i guess.
HAHA.

being single is so fun!
:)
blekkkksssss.
i feel lonely at times.
but who the heck cares.


guys, guys and guys.
do they understand the word beautiful?
a girl can be beautiful from the outside.
a girl can be beautiful on the inside.
a girl can be beautiful inside and out.
but they only focus on the outside.
i actually do not know why am i talking about this.
this is totally random.
just felt like saying it. :)


and this few days, whenever I'm alone, i always think about the stuff that i know will never happen.
i kept on thinking about this and that.
it so fun imagining, but my imaginations will be ruined.
cause i know that it will never ever happen.
i don't know how i can stop myself from imagining all these things.
i want to stop!
i don't wanna think anymore.
can i?
i guess not.


i am going to church tomorrow.
and Victor King is the guest speaker.
i wonder whether he is good or not.
he preached before but i didn't go to church on that day.
i am looking forward to tomorrow.
time to let go yesterday and move forward :)

i am superb bored nowadays.
cause i do not know what i can do.
my phone doesn't even ring!
my gosh.
can someone please text me?
HAHA.
just joking!
running out of credit again.
aiks.
the money given to me always finishes very very very fast.
i must stop this stupid habit.
i don't know how am i going to handle my money in future cause i already cannot handle it now.
*faints*
and i am going to make some changes to my blog except my blog link.
cause of some reasons.
which i will not tell.
HAHA.


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