all cause of you.

if you have loved me, you would have never left me alone.
if you have taken it seriously, we wouldn't have to break up.
and you shouldn't have asked me to be your girlfriend if you knew we weren't gonna last long.
and yes, i am blaming it all on you.

you are so happy without me and i am so freaking upset cause of you.
and cause of this stupid i have been making all the time, i am not going to be in another freaking relationship.
i don't wanna trust any guy anymore.
all they do is take your heart and then just making it break into a billion pieces.
i am so freaking confused.
i wish i could read minds!
and where the heck is my prince charming??!!
HAHA.


hmmm.
what did i do today?
I WENT OUT WITH MISS GORGEOUS!
WOHOOOOOOO!
today wasn't awesome awesome, but yeah it was awesome.
HAHA.
started off on the morning when i waited for her for like an hour!!
then we went to jusco.
like lah we can go somewhere else.
then we went to play pump it up!
i was so frustrated cause i couldn't do the three buttons thing.
then we went off and did something else which i cannot really remember.
all i remember was i went to eat in secret recipe and we were talking while i was eating.
then we went to the food court and it was miss gorgeous' turn to eat.
so we just continued talking.
then we went back to capcom.
then i met lim jing wai and john chai.
we were just talking.
both of them were very professional in the pump it up game.
i wonder when i can be like them.
then we were just talking and playing and talking and playing.
hehe.
they are very very nice people :)
i got pinched also.
ouch!
HAHA.
then after playing we just sat behind and started talking.
we talked for a very long time i think.
then we went to get ice cream.
and suddenly someone just touch my hand.
i jumped up cause i got shocked.
then i saw that it was one of the guys who was playing just now at capcom.
i was like fuhhhhhh.
he's very nice too.
wonder what's his name.
hmmm.
then we went up again.
i think john was playing.
then after that i also played.
i don't really remember what happened already.
oh gosh.
i feel so old.
anyways, we also went to look for phones but the one miss gorgeous was looking for is obsolete.
so then we went back to capcom and saw 'him' playing.
OH NO.
then after him, miss gorgeous and i played.
and i heard them saying something like 'if you don't know how to play then don't play.'
i wasn't sure whether he meant us or someone else.
but after i heard that i got kinda pissed.
so whatever lah.
then we went to choose earrings for miss gorgeous.
they looked awesome on her.
then we went to the ground floor.
and miss gorgeous had to buy soap powder.
HAHA.
after that we went home.
what a day!
actually got more to blog about, but i am just lazy.
and miss gorgeous met like 4 people today.
so funny.
that's it i guess.
*i think i messed up the sequence of the story.* O.O

if you didn't liked me at all, then why start a relationship?
can you just please tell me the truth?