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hello!
i am finally free to update something!
weeeee~
missed my updates?
and thank you for reading my blog people!

nothing much happened in school except my classmates are totally nuts!
they go crazy when the teachers are not in and of course, THEY ARE NOISY!
HAHA.
but this is what makes our class alive:)
I <3 4 CEMPAKA!

this few weeks, i don't even have the time to take a nap in the afternoon before going to tuition.
THIS IS BAD!
and i sleep very late at night.
then i end up being sleepy in school. *that ain't good either!*
HAHA.
my marks for the march test was okay?
i was satisfied? O_O
like i can do anything to change my marks!
but i really thank God that i didn't fail a single subject. :)

my friends and i are doing a moral project.
we became farmers??!!
HAHA.
in this project we have to plant plants *this sounds funny!* and after a few months we have to do an individual report on the project we are currently doing.
THIS IS HARD WORK!
i really and seriously hope that we can get this done and be done with it as soon as possible.
because i think this is a waste of time.
i repeat, WASTE OF TIME!
HAHA.

nowadays i have been falling for guys with wide smiles.
ISHED.
i hate this!
i think i am going crazy already.
i don't even know you.
i have never even talked to you before.
and i have a crush on you?
HAHA.
what a joke.
so yeah.
i am not planning to do anything.
i am just going to keep my mouth shut and do my own work. *don't think this is going to work*

studies are really killing me.
i hate it.
i kinda regret taking science stream.
it is so stressing.
i don't even understand what the teacher is teaching!
it is not the teacher's fault, but it's mine.
i don't pay attention in class, i eat in class and i sleep in class.
and yes, i have just told you my secrets.
HAHA.
i think in the middle of the year and the end of the year is going to be VERY STRESSING.
very very very.
i think i will just faint lah!

sometimes i wonder if i can ever trust you again.
sometimes i wonder i can tell you any secrets anymore.
i really treat you as my best friend.
but do you treat me the same way?
you are always hiding things from me.
making me feel that i am useless to you.
making me feel that i am nothing to you.
do i look like a person who doesn't care?
i really care about you.
but you are stopping me from doing so.
are you still my friend?
are you?

PS, miss gorgeous, sorry dude.
i love you lots!

ten more days to go!

i don't know who are you, but i love you.