guess i won't be seeing you again.
till next year i guess.
but it seems you're busy with you're career.
i have to stop keeping my hopes too high.
one day when i find out the truth, it is going to kill me.
i actually planned to tell you before i leave.
but if you know how i feel, i am scared you will avoid me.
but if it is the other way around, i would be happy till i can fly!
and now i decided not to tell you.
or maybe i will.
ahhhh.
i don't know.
my feelings are all mixed!
sometimes i feel like slapping myself.
seriously.
i am over reacting!
*sighs*
if you are not for me, i just pray that this feeling will just go away.
just leave me.
leave me alone.
i still love you.
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