wish you were here.

i thought i have moved on.
guess not.
i still think about you.
everyday.
every night.
i miss you a lot.
i feel like slapping myself sometimes when i think about you.
i want to move on.
but i myself don't want to let go.
why why why??!!

today in school...
i was moody as usual...
i want to say sorry to my dearest friends :

• ZOE BENVAIT

• MISS SATAY

i am so so so sorry for always bugging you guys and complaining this and that.
i know you guys are sick about it,
but you all were really caring and thoughtful and have helped me overcome situations.
thank you so much! :)

to ZOE BEVAIT,
in school,
people think we're together.
haha.
so funny.
and we do stupid stuff together and i enjoy it.
haha...
we eat in class, we sing and sing, we chat like mad, and many more!
i hope we can be in the same class again next year.
you are weird and fun and awesome!
sitting with you in class makes me feel so happy.
you were always there when i needed you.
thank you so much!
muackkksss!
sorry for all the annoying moments when i talk about him a lot.
i'm sorry...
i love you!

to MISS SATAY,
we sit together in tuition,
we laugh and laugh at mr. kok and mr. yap's drawings,
we eat sweets!
i also share the same stuff to you.
it is annoying huh?
i am so sorry...
you were also there when i needed you.
i chat and laugh with you like silly people...
we listen to songs together.
so fun.
thank you for always being there for me when i needed you.
i love you!!!
muackkksss!

this is a special post.
today, she stared out of the window,
stared at a tree.
it use to have pink leaves,
after she broke up,
there were no more pink leaves.
she looked at that tree, searching for pink leaves.
she did not find any.
and she said this,

"there are no more pink leaves. there is no more hope."

she looked so sad. she was thinking about him on the inside.
then her friend that was with her said
"there are two pink leaves there!"

she looked at it and feel much better.
then she sang.
there was wind and it felt so breezy.
she looked at the sky,
wondering whether she can forget all about it.
she continued looking and went back to her place.
she still misses him.
she had to let go of someone whom she loved and cared for.
it was so painful on the inside.
whatever she does reminds her of the memories they had together.
it left a deep cut in her heart.
she wished that she could turn back time and change everything.
for your info,
she still misses you.

P.S. : WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME.


<3,
ann ann.