to someone special

darling,
i don't even think that you'll see this post,
but i just want to let you know that i can't let you go.
i really want to patch things up.
and i really hope that we can be like last time.
happy and enjoying each other's company.
now things are different and complicated.
i have no idea whether we should continue this relationship or not.
i feel so sad and moody without you.
you have changed my life.
i just can't imagine myself without you.
i don't want to leave you.
everyday i wonder why is this happening.
i really need a wishing star now.
it is so sad thinking about what will happen next and the consequences.
i hope that whatever that happens next will be good news and not bad.
will we be together till forever?
i have that faith,
but do you?
i thought it could last forever and i am still hoping.
i am holding on tightly and i am not going to let go.
i do not know what are you thinking and what are you planning to do next.
i am happy enough if you just text me.

i stared at your picture today and saw a tear rolling down my cheek.
i am so heartbroken.
i wish you were here with me.
i do not want it to happen again!
i just do not want to go through it again.
not again.
please don't leave me.

P.S.: I WILL LOVE YOU TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH AND NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP ME FROM LOVING YOU.

you're favourite colour. :)