holidays are gonna end. ARE YOU KIDDING ME ?

holidays are gonna end. ARE YOU KIDDING ME ?
6 more days left.
which is 144 hours = 8640 minutes = 518400 seconds.
oh my goodness.
tick tock tick tock.
time pass so fast !
i haven't even done my homework yet but who cares bout that :D
i have been doing NOTHING.
except texting most of the time.
haha.
i don't plan to do my homework , all i wanna do i shop , play , text and facebook !
never regret reactivating it cause if i didn't, i wouldn't have met you :)

i couldn't sleep the whole night.
so frustrating !
i woke up so early.
i thought i was crazy.
but sadly it is because i am sick !
urgh. so annoying, i must get sick at this time of the year !

so what did you guys do on Christmas?
i went to church and party like crazy !
i think my presentation was quite okay, thank goodness i could hit the right key.
and of all things, my dad was mumbling saying that i should have used a karaoke version instead of the original.
I KNOW !
i would have used a karaoke version if i found one !
made me so pissed off.
still can hear my voice, not a big deal.

on Christmas eve, we had a party at on of our leader's house in Meru Valley.
after carolling , dinner and a short message, the youth, like about 7 of us went out walking.
it was so eerie and scary.
we were walking by a lamp post and suddenly it just off by itself !
we screamed like mad, not caring bout the people who are already sleeping.
we couldn't see anything !
then we drop by to a friend's house.
then i had to go back.
it was so fun !
i don't wanna go again though.
everywhere is dark and scary.

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that's all for now.
Happy New Year everyone !
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you :D

<3,
miss awesome.

is this real ?

is this real ?
things change so fast.
i don't know what to say.
have you let her go yet ?
or am i thinking too much ?

miss gorgeous, i wanna talk to you so badly, i really wish we can go out , i have got lots of stuff to tell you !
come back ! hurry ! i love you lots.

thanks for dropping by, God bless you and MERRY CHRISTMAS !
happy birthday Jesus ! <3

<3,
miss awesome.

time to let go.

time to let go.
holidays are over for me.
the sad thing is i cannot let go.
i've been spending almost a month with my relatives and being back home just makes me feel lonely.
no more sleeping late, no more watching dvd, no more baking cakes, no more having fun.
i know i can go again next year but i truly miss them a lot.
i wished that time will pass slowly when i was with them.
but it pass so fast it felt like i was with them for only a day.
now i really wish that time will past as fast as possible, finish my major examinations and go for a holiday again.
i can't wait !

new year is coming and it's time to start a new life.
here comes Form 5.
the year full of stress and headaches.
i pray that God will guide me through all that i go through.

i think that is all for now.
thank you for stopping by and God bless all of you.

<3,
miss awesome.

miss awesome wishes you a Merry Christmas. :)

my superb holiday!

my superb holiday!
it all started when my family and i went to Malacca.
we went to a water park and enjoyed ourselves there.
the things there are not affordable though.
then my family and i stayed in a four room villa.
it was huge and spacious.
there was a swimming pool too !
great place to stay !
went back to kl the next day.
it wasn't a pleasant one.
but things are over and it is time to move on.
after a night at my aunty's place i went to Singapore!
one of the best place i have ever been.
everyone here is so nice and friendly.
i had lots of fun with my cousin, aunty , uncle and also my lil nephew.
he's so cute!
the place here is so convenient my cousin and i even went cycling to a mall nearby.
then me, my cousin and her husband went to swim again!
it was so fun, plus there was a lot of hot guys. O_O
then we spent the rest of the days here shopping!
i bought so much my suitcase can't fit everything.
oh no.
i am going back to kl tomorrow.
gonna meet with my beautiful jie.
i got everyone a Christmas present and i didn't miss anyone out.
i am satisfied with what i bought and hope that everyone will like it.
i am not gonna update much, lazy.
haha.
i will update the pictures though.
i know i always say i will update the photos, this time i really will.

miss gorgeous, sorry.
i hope you know that i care for you.
that's why i said those stuff.
love you lots. <3

that's all bout now, will try to update soon.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you !


<3,
miss awesome.

happiness and sadness.

happiness and sadness.
let's start off with sadness.

sadness.
school has ended.
this is the last day of the second school term.
i am gonna miss all my friends. :(
miss gorgeous, i know i never told you this, but i am gonna miss you lots.
i am sorry i owe you so many hugs.
please transfer them to next year! :D

it's sad to see that you are always so full of yourself and never realise it.
i feel bad for not talking to you but it is annoying when i talk to you.
you broke my heart when you said i was selfish because i wasn't being selfish.
you are one of the best guy friends i have.
sad to see that some things are not meant to be.


happiness.
i am going lots of places this coming holidays.
i am going to Singapore and i won't be able to talk to miss gorgeous.
ARGH.
i am going there to babysit aka child abuse.
haha.
there will be a lot of work to do !
looking forward to it though.
had lots of fun today in school, i was CRAZY.
then i painted miss gorgeous' nails in the food court of a shopping mall.
that's awesome !
love the colours.
i will upload the photo later. :)
mummy bought a phone cover for me !
it's yellow :D
love it so much.


miss gorgeous, i will miss laughing with you and fooling around with you.
i will miss singing with you ! 
i pray that time pass real fast and we can meet each other soon.
keep in touch with me and remember to read you're mails!
i love you lots, you're the best and NO ONE can replace you.
NO ONE. promiseeee!


so let me tell you what happened today :)
went to school for half a day then went to the shopping mall.
we were so bored !
then we took a 10 minute walk to a shop named chatime to get miss gorgeous' drink.
it was LARGE.
then we walked back to the mall.
and as usual, we'll eat sushi together !
we didn't want to leave as our legs were aching =/
when we left, we went to get nail polish.
then i bought two masks for mummy :)
when we were done, we headed to the food court to pain miss gorgeous' nails.
they look awesome when they were done :)
blue and pink !
we went back to school and waited for my mum to pick us up.
sent miss gorgeous home and now here i am.
i am gonna miss every single moment that we have spent together.
I'll call you before i go to Singapore !

so that's about it.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you.
sorry for the late update, i had nothing to post about.

<3,
miss awesome.

things are not meant to be.

things are not meant to be.
some things are just not meant to be.
are they ?
i hate it when things are like this.
guess things are best this way.


went to school today and got majority of my results back.
it ain't satisfying!
i don't care if i fail history, which i already did, but i knew i could do better than what i got.
regretting now is no use.
shame on me. :(
i have improved on my add maths though.
not a bad thing.


had so much fun with miss gorgeous today.
we laughed so much :D
all we did was laugh the whole day.
i miss her a lot !
she's a person i can share anything and everything with.
i don't care if people think we're nuts because we are awesome in every single way.
people may not like us, but i like it just the way we are.


miss gorgeous, i don't know whether you have read this or not, but this is for you. English summary :)

Friends will not be forgotten until the end of our lives. Good friends are those who are true, loyal and stand by us no matter what. Friends are those who are there for us in rain or shine. They do not judge or rule, instead they listen and reach out. They accept, tolerate and respect us for who we are. They tell us that they love us, take care and nurture us. Good friends help us get back on our feet. Fake friends will control, hurt and break our hearts. Many of us will drown in sorrow due to their manipulation. We should be grateful that we have friends because they were always there in our darkest moments and making our life worth living for. 

i thought best friends are just fairy tales till the day you came into my life. 

i will never forget you until the end of my life. 

you have always been true , loyal and stand by me no matter what and through rain or shine in my life. 

you have always listened and never fail to. 

you have always loved me and take care of me. 

when i have been kicked in the face and down on my knees, you have always been there helping me to get back on my feet. 

you are not some fake friend that will make me suffer in our friendship.

i am grateful that i have you as my best friend, that you were always there in my darkest moments and above all, making my life worth living for.
we will never fall apart and no one can ever break our friendship.
no matter where you are in the future, remember, i will always remember you and no one can ever replace you.

thank you so much.

i love you lots. <3

thank you for dropping by and God bless all of you. :)

<3,
miss awesome.

i hate history. 

i want to sit on the clouds.

i want to sit on the clouds.
the way i could see everything from up there would be amazing.
there will be wind and i could feel the warmth of the sun.
how nice :)
i really really wanna sit on the clouds.

i am sick !
and i hate it.
skipping school today cost me a certificate.
if i went to school, i would get a certificate for full attendance.
SHIT.
hate it !

i really don't understand you.
argh.
i hate this.
it's like our friendship is going down the drains.
i don't know what to do.


miss gorgeous!
i miss you.
i need to call you !
emergency !
HAHA.
love you lots. :)


thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you.

<3,
miss awesome.

i want to sit on the clouds.

the holiday is over :(

the one week holiday is over.
makes me realise how fast time flies.
and i keep on wasting my time doing things that are unnecessary.
i haven't finished my homework and school is going to reopen in 3 days.
i am still here, online, doing nothing.
I've been reading blogs and saw different people expressing themselves in different ways.
i enjoyed reading their blogs. :)

I'm suppose to go out with my friends today.
sadly, my dad didn't allow all of a sudden saying that i went out too many times.
i didn't want to argue with him.
and i only went out once.
oh my goodness, he really has problems.
i don't like talking to him at all.

Psalm 56: 3, When i am afraid i will trust in You.

that's all for today. 

thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you. :)

<3, 

miss awesome.