happiness and sadness.

happiness and sadness.
let's start off with sadness.

sadness.
school has ended.
this is the last day of the second school term.
i am gonna miss all my friends. :(
miss gorgeous, i know i never told you this, but i am gonna miss you lots.
i am sorry i owe you so many hugs.
please transfer them to next year! :D

it's sad to see that you are always so full of yourself and never realise it.
i feel bad for not talking to you but it is annoying when i talk to you.
you broke my heart when you said i was selfish because i wasn't being selfish.
you are one of the best guy friends i have.
sad to see that some things are not meant to be.


happiness.
i am going lots of places this coming holidays.
i am going to Singapore and i won't be able to talk to miss gorgeous.
ARGH.
i am going there to babysit aka child abuse.
haha.
there will be a lot of work to do !
looking forward to it though.
had lots of fun today in school, i was CRAZY.
then i painted miss gorgeous' nails in the food court of a shopping mall.
that's awesome !
love the colours.
i will upload the photo later. :)
mummy bought a phone cover for me !
it's yellow :D
love it so much.


miss gorgeous, i will miss laughing with you and fooling around with you.
i will miss singing with you ! 
i pray that time pass real fast and we can meet each other soon.
keep in touch with me and remember to read you're mails!
i love you lots, you're the best and NO ONE can replace you.
NO ONE. promiseeee!


so let me tell you what happened today :)
went to school for half a day then went to the shopping mall.
we were so bored !
then we took a 10 minute walk to a shop named chatime to get miss gorgeous' drink.
it was LARGE.
then we walked back to the mall.
and as usual, we'll eat sushi together !
we didn't want to leave as our legs were aching =/
when we left, we went to get nail polish.
then i bought two masks for mummy :)
when we were done, we headed to the food court to pain miss gorgeous' nails.
they look awesome when they were done :)
blue and pink !
we went back to school and waited for my mum to pick us up.
sent miss gorgeous home and now here i am.
i am gonna miss every single moment that we have spent together.
I'll call you before i go to Singapore !

so that's about it.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you.
sorry for the late update, i had nothing to post about.

<3,
miss awesome.

things are not meant to be.

things are not meant to be.
some things are just not meant to be.
are they ?
i hate it when things are like this.
guess things are best this way.


went to school today and got majority of my results back.
it ain't satisfying!
i don't care if i fail history, which i already did, but i knew i could do better than what i got.
regretting now is no use.
shame on me. :(
i have improved on my add maths though.
not a bad thing.


had so much fun with miss gorgeous today.
we laughed so much :D
all we did was laugh the whole day.
i miss her a lot !
she's a person i can share anything and everything with.
i don't care if people think we're nuts because we are awesome in every single way.
people may not like us, but i like it just the way we are.


miss gorgeous, i don't know whether you have read this or not, but this is for you. English summary :)

Friends will not be forgotten until the end of our lives. Good friends are those who are true, loyal and stand by us no matter what. Friends are those who are there for us in rain or shine. They do not judge or rule, instead they listen and reach out. They accept, tolerate and respect us for who we are. They tell us that they love us, take care and nurture us. Good friends help us get back on our feet. Fake friends will control, hurt and break our hearts. Many of us will drown in sorrow due to their manipulation. We should be grateful that we have friends because they were always there in our darkest moments and making our life worth living for. 

i thought best friends are just fairy tales till the day you came into my life. 

i will never forget you until the end of my life. 

you have always been true , loyal and stand by me no matter what and through rain or shine in my life. 

you have always listened and never fail to. 

you have always loved me and take care of me. 

when i have been kicked in the face and down on my knees, you have always been there helping me to get back on my feet. 

you are not some fake friend that will make me suffer in our friendship.

i am grateful that i have you as my best friend, that you were always there in my darkest moments and above all, making my life worth living for.
we will never fall apart and no one can ever break our friendship.
no matter where you are in the future, remember, i will always remember you and no one can ever replace you.

thank you so much.

i love you lots. <3

thank you for dropping by and God bless all of you. :)

<3,
miss awesome.

i hate history. 

i want to sit on the clouds.

i want to sit on the clouds.
the way i could see everything from up there would be amazing.
there will be wind and i could feel the warmth of the sun.
how nice :)
i really really wanna sit on the clouds.

i am sick !
and i hate it.
skipping school today cost me a certificate.
if i went to school, i would get a certificate for full attendance.
SHIT.
hate it !

i really don't understand you.
argh.
i hate this.
it's like our friendship is going down the drains.
i don't know what to do.


miss gorgeous!
i miss you.
i need to call you !
emergency !
HAHA.
love you lots. :)


thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you.

<3,
miss awesome.

i want to sit on the clouds.

the holiday is over :(

the one week holiday is over.
makes me realise how fast time flies.
and i keep on wasting my time doing things that are unnecessary.
i haven't finished my homework and school is going to reopen in 3 days.
i am still here, online, doing nothing.
I've been reading blogs and saw different people expressing themselves in different ways.
i enjoyed reading their blogs. :)

I'm suppose to go out with my friends today.
sadly, my dad didn't allow all of a sudden saying that i went out too many times.
i didn't want to argue with him.
and i only went out once.
oh my goodness, he really has problems.
i don't like talking to him at all.

Psalm 56: 3, When i am afraid i will trust in You.

that's all for today. 

thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you. :)

<3, 

miss awesome.

what a day !

what a day !
i am so exhausted.
been doing chores since 11 in the morning and i just finished all my chores like JUST NOW.
oh mann.
my whole body is aching.
planning to go for a jog tomorrow.
time to lose some weight !

went to physics tuition with miss gorgeous yesterday.
we weren't even paying attention!
all we did was talk, talk and talk.
we went to look for sweets yesterday during the break time and ended up seeing a lot of scary people.
the place was so dark!
miss gorgeous suddenly walk so fast like lightning i couldn't catch up with her !
we were both so scared.
then we ended up buying sweets from the corner shop.
i ate so many sweets, i had stomach ache at night.
i couldn't sleep well. =/

this is awesome.
it makes sense to me.
a piece of good advice for everyone out there. :)

a guy should realise how girls really treasure that relationship.
all they do is fool around as if you're invisible.
they'll find another girl and end up doing the same thing to her.
why can't guys just stick to one?

dear dream guy ,
WHERE ARE YOU ?!
how i wished someone really loves me for who i really am.
i want a guy who thinks i am perfect for him.
*waits patiently*

that's all for today.
will try to update soon.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you.


<3,
miss awesome.

stop stop stop!

stop you idiots!
why is it so hard for you all to understand that the world is in danger?
you all just burn stuff as you wish and everyone else just watch the smoke rise up to the sky.
and look at the mountains!
they are going bald !
it's just like they want the world to end faster.
and all we teenagers do is write stupid essays about how we can save the environment.
the government or whoever should do something!
people are cutting down trees to build new buildings and houses.
oh my gosh.
things are not like how they used to be.

i so agree on this ! 

stalking is such a strong word, i prefer intense research of an individual. 

this statement is awesome ! 

 

it's so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

this is so true. 

miss gorgeous, i will never forget you because you gave me so much to remember. 

i love you lots ! 

to:  miss gorgeous, 

you are one in a million. no one can ever ever replace you in my heart. :)

thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you. 

<3,

miss awesome.

i couldn't stop laughing!

i couldn't stop laughing after seeing what miss gorgeous had posted.
HAHA..
she posted this picture in her blog.
thank you for making me laugh you doink !
love you lots.

thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you :)

<3,
miss awesome.

i am not the director !

i am not the director!
this is what miss gorgeous said when we were watching REAL STEEL.
it was awesome!
worth my money to watch it.

went to Anderson school in the morning for interact club installation.
i wasn't even an interactor.
HAHA.
went there to perform and i think i did badly.
yikes.
hoped everyone liked it though. :)

here are some pictures of the day (not according to sequence) :

yeah, we're nuts :D

heard a knock from next door and got SCARED !

OOOOOO~ so the very romantic ~

I'm gonna eat you up !

stop it ! HAHA.

what would happen if she never came into my life?
i don't think my life would be this way.
she is always there for me whenever i needed her.
i hated it when we fought , but i guess that was one of the things that made our bond even stronger.
i don't care if we are going our separate ways later in our lives, i want you to always remember what we have gone through and i love you lots.
i didn't forget the promises that I've made, i will always remember and never ever break that promise.

you gave me faith when i didn't believe. 

so yeah, that's about it. 

my feet hurts ! ouch~ 

will update soon. 

thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you ! 

<3,

miss awesome.