i left my phone on the table one morning.
i went to school and then only remembered that i left it on the dining table.
my mind was screwed up.
wat if my mum sees it??!!
great lah...
just great.
i went home hoping that she din see anything.
i asked my grandma whether anyone touched my phone.
she said no one did.
*relieved*
then i went to tuition.
still keeping my hopes high that she din see through my phone.
then i texted her asking her to come 15 minutes late to tuition.
she didn't allow and sound really angry.
my mood changed.
then i went home.
se had angry face.
so i already knew that she checked through my phone.
aiks.
i kept on thinking how to tell her and how to sort things out.
i really hope she did not tell my dad.
and i didn't delete any sms at all.
so i bet she read every SINGLE thing.
dead dead dead.
the next day.
she acted fine.
i acted like nothing happened and forced myself to put a smile on my face.
then while eating my dad was asking my mum why is she in such a mood.
she looked at me and said cause i found out something about someone.
i acted like i was so blur.
but inside,
my heart was broken.
the chances if us beong together is so little.
haiz.
wat can i do?
*nothing.*
then we went to kl.
after lunch we went to shop with my aunty and uncle and 2 cousins.
then i asked my mum why is she so mad.
she asked me 'who is this 'girl' and 'guy'?'
oh gosh.
i quickly said that they were my friends. she did not seem to believe me.
she said if they are your friends then why was there 'IMY' AND 'ILY'?
i told her that why can't you be open minded?
she was like 'ILY' is a veri different word.
i was pissed.
i told her then fine lah. next time i don't say loh.
both of us kept quiet.
and i still put that smile on my face.
and luckily i got to meet my bestie in mid valley. *coincidentally we went to kl and went to the same shopping mall on the same day*
i met her.
and i told her part of it.
she told her friend. and i waited for her advice.
then i meet her again.
and her friend told me some advice. she was so nice.. ty!!
after that my mum never mentioned anything about it again.
i felt so sad.
it was like the worst thing ever.
my heart was broken.
i never felt this way before.
to me, it doesn't seem to be some other puppy love again.
it felt different.
very different.
i hope you feel the same way too.
i can't wait to see you again.
where ever you are or what ever you do, I LOVE YOU.
i will never forget the texts you've sent me.
it is always in my heart.
you are the GREATEST person i've ever met.
you make me smile when i see your texts.
everytime my phone vibrates, i keep my hopes high and hope it's you that texted me.
and if it is, my heart smiles.
everytime i see you, my heart skips a beat.
i really really love you.
i will never let you go.
will you?
thinking of you always make me smile.
I LOVE YOU!!! *forever and always*
you are always here in my heart.
byezz bloggie...
<3,
ann ann.
i will never forget the texts you've sent me.
it is always in my heart.
you are the GREATEST person i've ever met.
you make me smile when i see your texts.
everytime my phone vibrates, i keep my hopes high and hope it's you that texted me.
and if it is, my heart smiles.
everytime i see you, my heart skips a beat.
i really really love you.
i will never let you go.
will you?
thinking of you always make me smile.
I LOVE YOU!!! *forever and always*
you are always here in my heart.
byezz bloggie...
<3,
ann ann.
