in my dreamland and will never want to wake up.

in my dreamland and will never want to wake up.
everything is great so far.
i am in my own world and i don't feel like waking up to face reality.

school.
i have been laughing so much with miss gorgeous.
we laugh at random stuff and we will laugh like it will never stop.
our friends think we are crazy , but i think it is awesome the way we are now. :)
i think without her beside me i would have rot in school and be the most boring person in the entire world.
and yes, it is that bad.
our language lessons are so boring.
all we do is laugh and talk.
i hate it when i have BM.
it's just so annoying.
my moral teacher is so funny !
he doesn't even laugh at his own jokes.
except for one where miss gorgeous finished his sentence.
it was funnier !
he always advice all of us to beware of guys and asks us to be as ugly as possible.
i find him kinda weird at times.
maths and additional maths is a pain in my butt.
it is so easy to understand but when you start doing you'll be confused and frustrated.
URGH.
history is as boring as usual.
all the science subjects are driving me mad.
i keep on wondering whether i could fit all these knowledge into my head.
it seems impossible to me.
looking at the amount of things we have to learn is really a headache.
this year is a year of great responsibility.
i have so much to handle !
this year ain't easy.
plus the major examination that is freaking me out.
i wish there was no such thing.
my teacher said it is a once in a life time thing.
man, are you kidding me ?
i don't want to go through this "once in a lifetime" thing.
so the conclusion is school is great so far.
thanks to the people around me that makes school life awesome !
i think my class is going crazy this year.
so much of laughter, so much of talking!
i can't control them as i was doing the same thing.
sometimes they even laugh for no reason.
so i think my class is really NUTS.
homework are piling up fast.
and i really mean FAST.
better finish everything today !

life.
so far so good.
i am kinda madly in love ?
miss gorgeous said that i have never been this way with any guy before.
i think that is a good thing!
and she approves!
plus they get along :D
glad she did.
everything he does, makes me happy, makes me smile.
i have never felt this way before.
those little things he does melts my heart.
no one has done or treated me this way before.
no one has played the piano and sang to me.
no one has ever called me in the middle of the night saying he misses my voice. 
no one has made me feel this way.
i am glad i have him in my life.
i will never ever regret.
he is the best I've ever had.
i thought i would never find someone like him.
i am so happy !
i am worship leading this Sunday.
i hope everything will turn out fine.
i am scared!
haven't done this for quite some time now.


miss gorgeous,
i just wanna thank you, for always being there when i am happy or sad.
i will never ever find a best friend like you.
you will always be the only one.
i will never forget the things we do or the way we are so crazy sometimes.
i am so glad you are my best friend.
thank you so much.
i love you ! <3


thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you !

I LOVE YOU. 

<3,
miss awesome.

i am not happy.

i am not happy.
i hate all these nonsense.
school, tuitions, homeworks.
man, give us a break !
plus there is a major exam coming up and i am freaking out !
i wish there was no such thing.
seriously.

the week of madness is gonna come and swallow me up.
I've got a feeling i will not like this week, at all.
i can't wait to pass down all my work to someone who is gonna take my place.
i don't feel like going through this anymore.
sick of it.

i think i have been thinking too much.
some people need their freedom too.
URGH.
sick sick sick.

that is all for now.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you.

I AIN'T HAPPY. 

<3,
miss awesome.

time to catch up.

time to catch up.
with what ?
studies.
mann.
all the teachers planned to get pregnant at the wrong time.
seriously.
all the good teachers are transferred to other schools.
it is so saddening !
so , the conclusion is , I AM NOT HAPPY !
i am not happy with what the teachers are organizing.
i really don't agree!
give us back our old teachers !
i miss em =/

first day of school.
our modern maths teacher came in and started teaching RIGHT AWAY.
so of course there is homework :D
then our add maths teacher wanted to see our holiday homework.
everyone freaked out and started doing till the next day. :)

second day of school.
the word busy describes the second day of school.
i think i am getting old !
i keep forgetting the things that i have to do.
lucky i have miss gorgeous to remind me :D

third day of school.
FUN !
i have never laughed so much before.
i laughed till i sat on the floor !
i think i was going to cry too.
how i wish everyday was like that. :)
i finished my add maths and there is homework waiting for me.
but as usual , i am lazy.
so i shall do it later !
hehe.


miss gorgeous, thanks for the presents ! I LOVE IT ! <3


you were the only one who did all these things for me.
thank you so much for making me smile.
you're the best I've ever had.
i love you. <3

the dress that miss gorgeous bought. I LOVE IT ! *ignore the bed :D*

thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you !


<3,
miss awesome.

all in one.

all in one.

2 more days left and it is time to go back to school.
i wish i was just dreaming and there was no school.
holidays are coming to an end.
time to plan all my tuitions.
my homework ?
impossible to get it done.
i don't care though.
we're suppose to have fun during the holidays and not so HOMEWORK.
a lot of teachers from my school are leaving including the principle.
she was the best and now she has to leave.
it ain't good news.
there is so much to do but so little time.
i wasted a lot of my time doing nothing and just staring into space.
i could have studied.
too bad for me, it is too late to regret now.

new year.
i only went to church and went to Jusco with the youth.
we had lots of fun.
tons of laughing.
we only spent 2 hours there.

today, i am sitting here again.
not doing the things i am suppose to do.
i am so lazy.
i don't feel like going back to school though it is nice to see all my friends again.
plus there is a major exam this year and it really bothers me.
it is time to put in lots of effort and be less playful.
i really pray i can do it.

miss gorgeous, i can't wait to see you ! <3

that's about it for now.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you.
HAPPY NEW YEAR !

<3,

miss awesome.                        

i love you.

holidays are gonna end. ARE YOU KIDDING ME ?

holidays are gonna end. ARE YOU KIDDING ME ?
6 more days left.
which is 144 hours = 8640 minutes = 518400 seconds.
oh my goodness.
tick tock tick tock.
time pass so fast !
i haven't even done my homework yet but who cares bout that :D
i have been doing NOTHING.
except texting most of the time.
haha.
i don't plan to do my homework , all i wanna do i shop , play , text and facebook !
never regret reactivating it cause if i didn't, i wouldn't have met you :)

i couldn't sleep the whole night.
so frustrating !
i woke up so early.
i thought i was crazy.
but sadly it is because i am sick !
urgh. so annoying, i must get sick at this time of the year !

so what did you guys do on Christmas?
i went to church and party like crazy !
i think my presentation was quite okay, thank goodness i could hit the right key.
and of all things, my dad was mumbling saying that i should have used a karaoke version instead of the original.
I KNOW !
i would have used a karaoke version if i found one !
made me so pissed off.
still can hear my voice, not a big deal.

on Christmas eve, we had a party at on of our leader's house in Meru Valley.
after carolling , dinner and a short message, the youth, like about 7 of us went out walking.
it was so eerie and scary.
we were walking by a lamp post and suddenly it just off by itself !
we screamed like mad, not caring bout the people who are already sleeping.
we couldn't see anything !
then we drop by to a friend's house.
then i had to go back.
it was so fun !
i don't wanna go again though.
everywhere is dark and scary.

do you guys like my background ?
are my posts easy to see and read?
please do comment :)

that's all for now.
Happy New Year everyone !
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you :D

<3,
miss awesome.

is this real ?

is this real ?
things change so fast.
i don't know what to say.
have you let her go yet ?
or am i thinking too much ?

miss gorgeous, i wanna talk to you so badly, i really wish we can go out , i have got lots of stuff to tell you !
come back ! hurry ! i love you lots.

thanks for dropping by, God bless you and MERRY CHRISTMAS !
happy birthday Jesus ! <3

<3,
miss awesome.

time to let go.

time to let go.
holidays are over for me.
the sad thing is i cannot let go.
i've been spending almost a month with my relatives and being back home just makes me feel lonely.
no more sleeping late, no more watching dvd, no more baking cakes, no more having fun.
i know i can go again next year but i truly miss them a lot.
i wished that time will pass slowly when i was with them.
but it pass so fast it felt like i was with them for only a day.
now i really wish that time will past as fast as possible, finish my major examinations and go for a holiday again.
i can't wait !

new year is coming and it's time to start a new life.
here comes Form 5.
the year full of stress and headaches.
i pray that God will guide me through all that i go through.

i think that is all for now.
thank you for stopping by and God bless all of you.

<3,
miss awesome.

miss awesome wishes you a Merry Christmas. :)

my superb holiday!

my superb holiday!
it all started when my family and i went to Malacca.
we went to a water park and enjoyed ourselves there.
the things there are not affordable though.
then my family and i stayed in a four room villa.
it was huge and spacious.
there was a swimming pool too !
great place to stay !
went back to kl the next day.
it wasn't a pleasant one.
but things are over and it is time to move on.
after a night at my aunty's place i went to Singapore!
one of the best place i have ever been.
everyone here is so nice and friendly.
i had lots of fun with my cousin, aunty , uncle and also my lil nephew.
he's so cute!
the place here is so convenient my cousin and i even went cycling to a mall nearby.
then me, my cousin and her husband went to swim again!
it was so fun, plus there was a lot of hot guys. O_O
then we spent the rest of the days here shopping!
i bought so much my suitcase can't fit everything.
oh no.
i am going back to kl tomorrow.
gonna meet with my beautiful jie.
i got everyone a Christmas present and i didn't miss anyone out.
i am satisfied with what i bought and hope that everyone will like it.
i am not gonna update much, lazy.
haha.
i will update the pictures though.
i know i always say i will update the photos, this time i really will.

miss gorgeous, sorry.
i hope you know that i care for you.
that's why i said those stuff.
love you lots. <3

that's all bout now, will try to update soon.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you !


<3,
miss awesome.