i don't believe in the word 'love'.

i don't believe in the word 'love'.
i only believe in God's love for us.
life is so sickening.
i regret all the things that I've done and when i think back, i felt so stupid.
i kept on wondering why have i done all those stuff and just stared blankly into space.
too late to regret now.
too bad for me. yay?

I'm going to a boys school to perform on Saturday.
i totally can't wait!
time to sing my lungs out :D

tomorrow is the last day of exams.
thank goodness!
i screwed up my history paper.
i don't plan to pass it anyway.
it is such a torture reading history.
and i am so annoyed with it.
moral paper was okay i guess.
hopefully it's not a 'C'.
i will drop dead instantly.
having mathematics exams tomorrow.
don't feel that stress now.
just can't wait for it to end.
then it's time to celebrate !


so that's all for today.
thanks for dropping by and God bless you !

<3,
miss awesome.

exams ~

i hate hate hate hate hate exams!
ished.
i am so pissed off.
i am pissed off that i didn't study and now my grades are gonna drop.
my daddy said he'll get me a iPhone 4s if i get second in class again.
oh mann.
i don't think i can do it.
hooray for me.
for this upcoming week, i will try to do the best i can.
pray for me yea :D
exams are over this week, then we have holiday !
can't wait can't wait !
then can go and party !
time to go to jusco and eat sushi :D



so yeah, that's about it for today.
hope i don't screw up another exam paper.

to all of you , thanks for dropping by, have a nice day and God bless all of you. :)

<3,
miss awesome.

don't chase me up the stairs! i'm scared!

don't chase me up the stairs! I'm scared!
this was said by miss gorgeous when we were running up the stairs to class.
i laughed so much !
exams are starting tomorrow.
i haven't even studied.
i don't want to!
i really hate the exams!
what is the purpose?
i am not into science at all!
if there was a better art stream class, i would have definitely went for it.
but now i am kinda regretting?
no choice now.
stuck for another year.
time pass so fast.
it's already end of the year.
feel like stopping time.


worship was not bad i guess.
i don't know whether i did well or not.
i was so scared.
everything is over now though.


thanks for dropping by and God bless you !

<3,
miss awesome.

if it's so easy, why don't you do it?

if it's so easy, why don't you do it?
all you know is just talk.
why don't you try doing it?
i am so annoyed!
so what if i am singing at a wrong key or whatsoever?
i am not a professional singer.
i am only doing all this for God.
not for you.
i am still learning.
i ain't some miss know it all.
if you think i sing badly, WHY DON'T YOU LEAD WORSHIP THEN?!

i don't feel like going to church anymore.
i feel like taking a break and just stay home.
i keep on wondering if i should really continue singing or just stop.
what happened today really made me feel that i sound horrible and this is just not my thing.
what can i do?
everyone don't even co-operate.
what's the point then?
all you do is just fool around.
spoilt brats.
just because you all are filthy rich doesn't mean that you can just simply do whatever you want.
can you just for once, think about how other people feel besides only thinking about yourself?
so selfish.
i am so broken inside.
i don't know what to do.
i really hate this.


put all these things aside, here are some pictures of my friends and i :)

Miss Gorgeous and i went to eat sushi. isn't it an amazing way of how she's holding the chopsticks?

friends :)

ADD MATHS! 

Modern Maths :)

we are a happy family !

i look ugly :(

laughing non stop instead of taking pictures :)

class rep and assistant :)

<3 it !

HAHAHA.

classssssss :)

couldn't stop laughing :P

they are so addicted to take my pictures. ished.

Hide ! teacher's coming!

funny !

guess what were we doing :D

my life is complete with them by my side.
they are the craziest people i have ever met.
miss gorgeous, you really really thought me what a true friend is.
and i really mean it.
thank you so much for all those memories we had together :)
i will never ever forget them.
i love you lots !
i love all of you crazy people !


listened to Pastor Prince's sermon today.
he is truly fantastic.
i love the way he preaches.
i really thank God for Pastor Prince.
i really wish i could see him real life.
anyways, his sermon was regarding God's love for us.
i was so touched by his sermon.
he made me realise how much my Daddy in heaven loves me.
He loves me so much.
and i love my Daddy too !
there is no one else like Him.
without Him, i don't know where i will be.
Dear Daddy in heaven , I LOVE YOU !

if you think that no one cares for you, think again.
God cares for you.
if you think that no one loves you, God does.
His love for us is wider than the skies and the seas.
He is truly amazing.
words cannot explain how great He is.

this is all for now.
thank you for dropping by and God bless you :)

<3,
miss awesome.

lesson learnt : bring your pencil case.

lesson learnt : bring your pencil case.
went out with miss gorgeous today, and we were lack of cash to get a drink.
it was so funny!
then she said that she actually had money in her pencil case but she didn't bring her bag.
we went to the food court to see if we knew anyone there and borrowed some cash :)
when we were on our way back to get the drink, we saw one of our school teacher there and i was holding my phone ! O_O
i guess she didn't notice.
we bought our drinks and met people we didn't want to meet.
what bad luck.
miss gorgeous was so annoyed and started screaming.
this is like the second time she screamed in public.
all i could do was laugh!
our pockets were totally empty at the end of the day.
i wanted some one's number , but unfortunately, he said no.
the first time it happened to us.
usually they willingly give their numbers :)

SCHOOL IS BORING! 
i am learning stuff that i don't want to know at all !
why am i learning add maths?
it is making my life so miserable !
that subject is so hard!
i am so pissed off now.
and the exams are so close.
i haven't even started studying yet.
bet no one will believe me.
HAHA.
i really really haven't started studying.
hooray for me !
the first day of exams will be a disaster for me :/

leading worship on the second week of October!
plus i have exams.
but I'll do it for God, the one i love the most.
gonna have fun and enjoy myself!
gonna sing some new songs too :D

so yeah. that's about it for today, thank you for stopping by and God bless all of you !

<3,
miss awesome.

excuse me, what are you trying to do?

excuse me, what are you trying to do?
throwing your life into a rubbish dump?
well, suit yourself.
what's the point of making you realise when you don't even bother what we say?
just stop acting.
it's so annoying.
live your life and leave all of us alone.

let's see :)
this week is just another ordinary week.
spent a lot of times with friends.
didn't even study yet.
and my exams are so close!
i can't finish everything in time.
i hate exams.
ished.
leave us students alone!
we wanna have fun!
school is so boring and i bet I'm gonna miss my school life when i leave.
that ain't fun :/

i love you for who you are.
is it so hard to notice that?

some things are just so hard to let go.
i feel so stupid doing what i have done.
no regrets though. :)

so yeah.
that's about it.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you :)

love,
miss awesome.

another long long day.

another long long day.
had school today and it was so boring.
everyone was making so much of noise!
it was so annoying.
as if they even listen to me when i tell them to just shut up.
time pass so fast.
and i still have so much of homework to do!
i hate this so badly.
c'mon, GIVE US A BREAK!
it's so hard to finish everything when you have tuition everyday.
oh my goodness.
i just wish i can finish everything and be free!
i can do whatever i want after that.

please don't come back. 

I'm so fed up with this. 

don't expect me to reply your text. 

i don't want my life to be miserable cause of you. 

my friend got admitted to the hospital today. 

oh my goodness. 

i just pray that he'll be alright. 

hey bro, stay strong yea! 

to everyone, thanks for dropping by , have a nice day and God bless you!

<3,

miss awesome.

it was just another ordinary day.

it was just another ordinary day.
7th of September 2011.
MY BIRTHDAY !
it started out with everyone wishing me happy birthday.
then later on, the homework teachers gave was piling up!
what a fantastic day , i thought.
not much happened after that.
i went home and started eating like crazy :)
i hope i didn't put on weight!
then i had double tuition that day.
it was so boring!
then i went for my biology tuition and met one of my close friend.
he was being so random and i was so embarrassed!
he spoke to everyone who passed by and i was like WHAT?!!
so yeah, we talked for like half an hour before class started.
he went home after that.
i spent my time in tuition laughing non stop.
i think I'm crazy :p
all my friends also think i am!
ain't that awesome :)

the next day, my friends and i planned to go to the shopping mall next to our school and eat sushi!
before that, in class, during our English period, one of my friend suddenly choked while drinking water!
we were all stunned.
even teacher was stunned!
we didn't know what to do for a while, and then everyone started helping her wipe her table.
everything was wet!
so at the end of the day, i asked her in Cantonese, "hey, what happened to you? why you choked on your water when teacher wasn't even saying anything funny! "
and this was her explanation. :)
"at first i drank too much of water and felt hard to swallow all of it, so i tried to drink the water slowly. then my desk mate was talking to me and i couldn't digest what was she saying. so i find it hard to swallow my water and digest what she was saying at the same time and all of a sudden water just started splashing out and water even came out from my nose like a water pipe! "
all of us who were listening to what she said burst out into laughter.
everyone couldn't even talk!
all we did was laugh and laugh and laugh!
i still remember this so clearly.
every one's faces was red in colour!
and i laughed till i was banging the walls and ended up sitting on the floor laughing!
it was so funny, the way she explained it.
i am still laughing till now!
after that, school was dismissed and my friends and i went to Parade, that shopping mall.
we were walking around and waiting for my other friend to come as we are going to eat sushi together.
all my friends and i did was laugh and laugh.
yes, we're nuts!
people who were shopping there might have thought we're all crazy!
my friend finally arrived, wanted to kill her as she took so long and i was starving!
we ate and talked :)
then we went to this gift shop as my friend wants to get me a birthday present.
so i chose my presents and left.
we got into the elevator as we wanted to go to the top floor.
i went in and pressed every single button, except the emergency button of course.
my friends were scolding me while i was laughing happily in the elevator!
when we arrived at the top floor after going to the lowest floor to the highest floor, all of us were so dizzy and we couldn't even walk properly! we went back to school soon after that and went home shortly after coming back to school.

nothing much happened today.
everything is the same as always.
there are even more homework now and i am going to start doing them soon :)

happy birthday to you! 

i hope you know how much i love you. 

have a nice day <3

i love you lots!!

A real relationship,
Has fights.
Has trust.
Has faith.
Has tears.
Has hurt.
Has sweet smiles.
Has genuine laughter.
Has snorts because of the laughter.
Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments.
Has patience.
Has communication.
Has secrets.
Has jealousy.
and most importantly it has
♥ Love ♥

to everyone, thanks for dropping by!

have a nice day and God bless you! :)

<3, 

miss awesome.