excuse me, what are you trying to do?

excuse me, what are you trying to do?
throwing your life into a rubbish dump?
well, suit yourself.
what's the point of making you realise when you don't even bother what we say?
just stop acting.
it's so annoying.
live your life and leave all of us alone.

let's see :)
this week is just another ordinary week.
spent a lot of times with friends.
didn't even study yet.
and my exams are so close!
i can't finish everything in time.
i hate exams.
ished.
leave us students alone!
we wanna have fun!
school is so boring and i bet I'm gonna miss my school life when i leave.
that ain't fun :/

i love you for who you are.
is it so hard to notice that?

some things are just so hard to let go.
i feel so stupid doing what i have done.
no regrets though. :)

so yeah.
that's about it.
thanks for dropping by and God bless all of you :)

love,
miss awesome.

another long long day.

another long long day.
had school today and it was so boring.
everyone was making so much of noise!
it was so annoying.
as if they even listen to me when i tell them to just shut up.
time pass so fast.
and i still have so much of homework to do!
i hate this so badly.
c'mon, GIVE US A BREAK!
it's so hard to finish everything when you have tuition everyday.
oh my goodness.
i just wish i can finish everything and be free!
i can do whatever i want after that.

please don't come back. 

I'm so fed up with this. 

don't expect me to reply your text. 

i don't want my life to be miserable cause of you. 

my friend got admitted to the hospital today. 

oh my goodness. 

i just pray that he'll be alright. 

hey bro, stay strong yea! 

to everyone, thanks for dropping by , have a nice day and God bless you!

<3,

miss awesome.

it was just another ordinary day.

it was just another ordinary day.
7th of September 2011.
MY BIRTHDAY !
it started out with everyone wishing me happy birthday.
then later on, the homework teachers gave was piling up!
what a fantastic day , i thought.
not much happened after that.
i went home and started eating like crazy :)
i hope i didn't put on weight!
then i had double tuition that day.
it was so boring!
then i went for my biology tuition and met one of my close friend.
he was being so random and i was so embarrassed!
he spoke to everyone who passed by and i was like WHAT?!!
so yeah, we talked for like half an hour before class started.
he went home after that.
i spent my time in tuition laughing non stop.
i think I'm crazy :p
all my friends also think i am!
ain't that awesome :)

the next day, my friends and i planned to go to the shopping mall next to our school and eat sushi!
before that, in class, during our English period, one of my friend suddenly choked while drinking water!
we were all stunned.
even teacher was stunned!
we didn't know what to do for a while, and then everyone started helping her wipe her table.
everything was wet!
so at the end of the day, i asked her in Cantonese, "hey, what happened to you? why you choked on your water when teacher wasn't even saying anything funny! "
and this was her explanation. :)
"at first i drank too much of water and felt hard to swallow all of it, so i tried to drink the water slowly. then my desk mate was talking to me and i couldn't digest what was she saying. so i find it hard to swallow my water and digest what she was saying at the same time and all of a sudden water just started splashing out and water even came out from my nose like a water pipe! "
all of us who were listening to what she said burst out into laughter.
everyone couldn't even talk!
all we did was laugh and laugh and laugh!
i still remember this so clearly.
every one's faces was red in colour!
and i laughed till i was banging the walls and ended up sitting on the floor laughing!
it was so funny, the way she explained it.
i am still laughing till now!
after that, school was dismissed and my friends and i went to Parade, that shopping mall.
we were walking around and waiting for my other friend to come as we are going to eat sushi together.
all my friends and i did was laugh and laugh.
yes, we're nuts!
people who were shopping there might have thought we're all crazy!
my friend finally arrived, wanted to kill her as she took so long and i was starving!
we ate and talked :)
then we went to this gift shop as my friend wants to get me a birthday present.
so i chose my presents and left.
we got into the elevator as we wanted to go to the top floor.
i went in and pressed every single button, except the emergency button of course.
my friends were scolding me while i was laughing happily in the elevator!
when we arrived at the top floor after going to the lowest floor to the highest floor, all of us were so dizzy and we couldn't even walk properly! we went back to school soon after that and went home shortly after coming back to school.

nothing much happened today.
everything is the same as always.
there are even more homework now and i am going to start doing them soon :)

happy birthday to you! 

i hope you know how much i love you. 

have a nice day <3

i love you lots!!

A real relationship,
Has fights.
Has trust.
Has faith.
Has tears.
Has hurt.
Has sweet smiles.
Has genuine laughter.
Has snorts because of the laughter.
Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments.
Has patience.
Has communication.
Has secrets.
Has jealousy.
and most importantly it has
♥ Love ♥

to everyone, thanks for dropping by!

have a nice day and God bless you! :)

<3, 

miss awesome.  

you can use chopsticks?!

a funny title right?
that was said by miss gorgeous when she saw me using using chopsticks.
and i just stared at her with a blank face.
HAHA.

so this is a summary of my 9 days of holidays.

the first few days, i kinda finished half of my homework.
then i went to gentings with my family.
i sat every ride i could sit.
not really scary rides though.
except for the one where you go up 20 stories high and just fall!
you will not even feel your chair!
oh my goodness.
one of the guys came down with a paper white face.
i wanted to laugh so badly.
he looked like he wanted to puke!
so yeah.
came back a day after that.
and then i was stuck with homework again.
didn't manage to finish it also.
i am so lazy!
then i went out with miss satay and miss gorgeous on a Friday.
went out hunting for dresses and hot guys.
unfortunately, we didn't find anyone good looking.
how sad.
end up screaming in my mum's car cause of something at the end of the day.
HAHA.
so i still have homework to do which i don't really wanna bother anymore.
i'll just get scolding from teachers tomorrow.
yay me :/


i love you. <3

thank you for dropping by and God bless all of you :)

<3,
miss awesome.

no meaning.

i don't know what to post actually.
i am just kinda bored.
don't feel like doing my homework.
*huge sigh*

nothing much happened this week.
all i do is play games and rot at home.
I DON'T WANT TIME TO PASS SO FAST!
let me stay home and sleep!
i don't wanna go back to school :(
eventually, i HAVE to go back to school.
ARGH.

that's all for now.
will update more if i have the time to come online.
thanks for dropping by and have a nice day!
God bless all of you :)

<3,
miss awesome.

please go and eat shit.

i am freaking pissed off with your idiotic attitude.
you are telling us all the advises but hey, LOOK AT YOURSELF.
ARE YOU SHOWING A GOOD EXAMPLE?!
unfortunately, you're not you stupid idiot.
don't tell me all the nonsense and crappy stuff when you don't even show a bloody good example.
i have been so freaking patient with you already.
everyone has been doing the same thing.
i really wished i had a lot of money now and just move out and not see you're fucking face anymore.
i can't believe i am a part of you.
all you do is use you're mouth to talk but there are no actions out of it.
SO JUST SHUT UP, SIT DOWN AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
LEAVE US ALONE, you bastard.
one day, if you did this again, i will fire you back with every nonsense you have done and see whether you can fight with me or not.
i don't think you can.
do you know what have you done?
guess you don't even realise it.
i pity her for going through this for such a long time.
i finally get how she feels.
if you really did this again, you are dead meat.
slap me all you want.
who the heck cares?
i will leave this place and never come back.
do not expect me to come back and get my forgiveness.
you will never get it.

this must be the worst post I've ever written.
i just want to let go all my anger.

so yeah.
have a nice day, thanks for dropping by and God bless you. :)

at last!

everything is finally over!
weeeehooo!
my results are satisfying.
but my results are worst than my mid year test.
how weird is that.

so yeah.
nothing much happened.
that's about it!
thanks for dropping by and God bless you :)

i am back!

so many things had happened this few weeks.
and as usual all my feelings are jumbled up. :)

EXAMS IS SUPERB NEAR aka tomorrow.
i haven't studied a single thing.
no one believes me.
how sad.
I REALLY DIDN'T STUDY OKAY!!

I'm sorry for what i did.
shouldn't have done that.
things has past and it's time to move on.
i don't know whether you are reading this, just want to tell you that I'm sorry.


i really thank God for always being right beside me, leading me to the right path and helping me to go through that pain and sorrow in me.
Lord, thank You! :)
I'm gonna worship lead this Sunday.
praying that everything will be alright.
i can't wait!

thank you for dropping by and God bless all of you! :)