everything has changed.
whatever i wished for didn't come true.
i don't know who are you anymore.
you are so different now.
i don't feel like talking to you anymore.
you only look for me when you are all tensed and emo.
excuse me, who am i to you?
what to say?
it is just not meant to be.
i already knew it from the start.
why couldn't i let go earlier?
i must move on from something that i know will never happen.
there is no more faith in this.
school school school.
teacher's are complaining, students are complaining, everyone is complaining.
oh no.
i don't know what to do.
teachers kept on telling us on how we must respect our teachers and not criticise them behind their backs.
why does rumours spread so fast?
superb fast.
all we could do was just sit there and listen.
nothing much happened after that.
i am glad that it's getting better.
maybe, i suppose.
that tiny little faith in me is starting to grow.
i didn't forget all the things we've been through. <3
this song really touched my heart.
i haven't heard it in such a long time.
the song title is "we are the reason".
awesome song. :)
we are the reason that He gave His life.
we are the reason that He suffered and died.
He showed us a reason to live.
i love you Jesus!
that's it i guess.
thank you for dropping by!
God bless you! <3
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
i'm such a terrible person!
I'm such a terrible person!
i am so bad in handling the jobs that i have.
oh dear, i better change to be a better person.
i am a terrible class representative.
i eat in class, i don't control the class and many more.
and dear principal, please don't come and check on us!
the worst president on earth.
I've just realised that i have never listened to any of their opinions and only ordering to do things for me.
i am so sorry.
please forgive me and i will do better from now on!
and thank you to all the board members for being so helpful and cooperative!
love you guys *though you all piss me off sometimes :)* !
so let's put all these aside and talk about fun stuff!
my good friend and I won second place in a duet competition!
we never expected it at all.
when i found out, i just stood there and i couldn't feel my heart beat.
on the inside, i was extremely happy!
this was what i have dreamt of!
some people might say that we won cause of my friend who is popular.
but i don't care.
we did it together and it was team work!
i enjoyed the competition and had a wonderful experience with my friend!
i won myself a trophy and also a bouquet of flowers.
people kept on taking my flowers!
i love the trophy so much although there was a scratch on it.
pictures will be uploaded soon :)
school is so much fun nowadays!
everyday after recess, we'll eat in the class *i pray that none of the teachers will see this!*
and we laugh and laugh till we can roll on the floor!
today i was dragged out of the class by miss gorgeous while i was sitting on my chair doing my BM literature.
thank goodness no teacher was around!
last week was the best week ever!
we couldn't stop screaming, shouting and laughing!
because of this, our class got lots of complaints.
not a good thing.
i was a part of the complaint i guess.
useless class rep. :p
HAHA.
i still love 4 Cemp!
we are the craziest class in form 4!
we rock and roll in school !
wooohoooooo ! :D
i am currently so addicted to every song that i listened to.
i love the song fiction by B2ST.
songs sang by The Wanted is also not bad.
unique voices!
i am still listening to Westlife songs and some oldies. :p
jar of hearts by Christina Perri is awesome!
used to hate that song.
HAHA.
God is awesome, isn't He?
i love Him so much!
i really thank Him for all the things i have in my life.
without Him i am nothing.
i really thank Him for bringing me back into His presence again.
He comforts me and takes away all my anxieties.
thank You Jesus! <3
so that's about it.
thank you for reading my blog and thanks for dropping by!
God bless you !
i am so bad in handling the jobs that i have.
oh dear, i better change to be a better person.
i am a terrible class representative.
i eat in class, i don't control the class and many more.
and dear principal, please don't come and check on us!
the worst president on earth.
I've just realised that i have never listened to any of their opinions and only ordering to do things for me.
i am so sorry.
please forgive me and i will do better from now on!
and thank you to all the board members for being so helpful and cooperative!
love you guys *though you all piss me off sometimes :)* !
so let's put all these aside and talk about fun stuff!
my good friend and I won second place in a duet competition!
we never expected it at all.
when i found out, i just stood there and i couldn't feel my heart beat.
on the inside, i was extremely happy!
this was what i have dreamt of!
some people might say that we won cause of my friend who is popular.
but i don't care.
we did it together and it was team work!
i enjoyed the competition and had a wonderful experience with my friend!
i won myself a trophy and also a bouquet of flowers.
people kept on taking my flowers!
i love the trophy so much although there was a scratch on it.
pictures will be uploaded soon :)
school is so much fun nowadays!
everyday after recess, we'll eat in the class *i pray that none of the teachers will see this!*
and we laugh and laugh till we can roll on the floor!
today i was dragged out of the class by miss gorgeous while i was sitting on my chair doing my BM literature.
thank goodness no teacher was around!
last week was the best week ever!
we couldn't stop screaming, shouting and laughing!
because of this, our class got lots of complaints.
not a good thing.
i was a part of the complaint i guess.
useless class rep. :p
HAHA.
i still love 4 Cemp!
we are the craziest class in form 4!
we rock and roll in school !
wooohoooooo ! :D
i am currently so addicted to every song that i listened to.
i love the song fiction by B2ST.
songs sang by The Wanted is also not bad.
unique voices!
i am still listening to Westlife songs and some oldies. :p
jar of hearts by Christina Perri is awesome!
used to hate that song.
HAHA.
God is awesome, isn't He?
i love Him so much!
i really thank Him for all the things i have in my life.
without Him i am nothing.
i really thank Him for bringing me back into His presence again.
He comforts me and takes away all my anxieties.
thank You Jesus! <3
so that's about it.
thank you for reading my blog and thanks for dropping by!
God bless you !
Friday, July 1, 2011
A Well-Oiled Machine
I knew not to expect to get a car on my 16Th birthday. My dad let me know months ahead of time that although my friends were getting new cars, that wasn't going to happen for me. We simply did not have the money for such luxury.
But somehow, he found a way. It wasn't a new car. Far from it. It was 35 years old, in fact. But it was the coolest car our family had ever had: a 1966 Ford Mustang with a 351 Windsor engine. I was thrilled to get it.
Soon i was driving all over southwest Georgia, gleaming with pride every time i had the chance to show my car off to someone new. I got to know that car like the back of my hand, and I did my very best to take good care of it.
One of the things I had to do on a regular basis was make sure it had plenty of oil. I wasn't really sure why it needed so much oil, but I did my best to keep up with it.
After a while, though, the newness of having this great car began to wear off. Slowly, I began to pay less attention to its needs. Yet, I was still depending on it to take me to places i need to go.
One sweltering hot summer day my neglect came back to hurt me. It had been long since I checked the oil that was there was scarcely a drop of it in the engine. My beautiful Mustang completely overheated and the engine was ruined. All because i didn't understand the importance of oil.
I learned right away why oil is so important. It's a lubricant, meaning it helps the engine run smoothly and cuts down natural friction. If only i had learned that a little sooner!
As you and I go through life, our relationships are like the engine of a car. Sometimes there is natural friction. In fact, often people we love most are the people who can cause the most friction.
Kindness is the oil, or the lubricant, of our relationships. Acts of kindness help smooth out possible friction. Kind words cool down heated arguments.
As we become more like Christ, His Spirit gives to us the power to be kind in the midst of conflict. If we remember that, our relationships will run like a well-oiled machine.
PRAYER.
Lord God, I pray for Your grace as I pursue kindness in all my relationships. Thank You for the strength to be kind in difficult circumstances. In Jesus' name, Amen.
this is extracted from a devotional book.
i find it meaningful and decided to post it on my blog.
i hope this can be helpful to someone who is reading this post now.
God bless all of you! <3
But somehow, he found a way. It wasn't a new car. Far from it. It was 35 years old, in fact. But it was the coolest car our family had ever had: a 1966 Ford Mustang with a 351 Windsor engine. I was thrilled to get it.
Soon i was driving all over southwest Georgia, gleaming with pride every time i had the chance to show my car off to someone new. I got to know that car like the back of my hand, and I did my very best to take good care of it.
One of the things I had to do on a regular basis was make sure it had plenty of oil. I wasn't really sure why it needed so much oil, but I did my best to keep up with it.
After a while, though, the newness of having this great car began to wear off. Slowly, I began to pay less attention to its needs. Yet, I was still depending on it to take me to places i need to go.
One sweltering hot summer day my neglect came back to hurt me. It had been long since I checked the oil that was there was scarcely a drop of it in the engine. My beautiful Mustang completely overheated and the engine was ruined. All because i didn't understand the importance of oil.
I learned right away why oil is so important. It's a lubricant, meaning it helps the engine run smoothly and cuts down natural friction. If only i had learned that a little sooner!
As you and I go through life, our relationships are like the engine of a car. Sometimes there is natural friction. In fact, often people we love most are the people who can cause the most friction.
Kindness is the oil, or the lubricant, of our relationships. Acts of kindness help smooth out possible friction. Kind words cool down heated arguments.
As we become more like Christ, His Spirit gives to us the power to be kind in the midst of conflict. If we remember that, our relationships will run like a well-oiled machine.
PRAYER.
Lord God, I pray for Your grace as I pursue kindness in all my relationships. Thank You for the strength to be kind in difficult circumstances. In Jesus' name, Amen.
this is extracted from a devotional book.
i find it meaningful and decided to post it on my blog.
i hope this can be helpful to someone who is reading this post now.
God bless all of you! <3
Sunday, June 26, 2011
The Only Name,
after such a long time, i finally felt this feeling again.
the joy that was in me was unexplainable.
that connection between me and Him was so bad.
and today during worship, i felt Him touch my heart.
i longed for that feeling.
He gave me the assurance that He is going to be there whenever i need Him.
i know He will always be there for me no matter what happens.
His love never fails.
i love Him so much, more than anything in this world.
the joy that was in me was unexplainable.
that connection between me and Him was so bad.
and today during worship, i felt Him touch my heart.
i longed for that feeling.
He gave me the assurance that He is going to be there whenever i need Him.
i know He will always be there for me no matter what happens.
His love never fails.
i love Him so much, more than anything in this world.
let creation sing.
The whole earth overflowing,
with your power and your glory.
There is no one like you God
There is no one like you God
Mountains bow,
nations tremble,
at your feet we cry holy.
There is no one like you God
There is no one like you God
Let creation sing of the risen King,
let the universe resound.
With a shout of love,
we will give to you,
all the highest praise.
Let your light shine upon us,
let your light shine upon us.
For the glory of your name,
will be over all the earth.
Let creation sing of the risen King,
let the universe resound.
With a shout of love,
we will give to you,
all the highest praise.
Forever,Forever,I'll Sing.
far above everything that has name
Your name's the only name Jesus
by which all men can be saved
Your name is a strong tower
I run to you when I'm safe
my greatest on the Lord is to speak Your name
Jesus, My Lord Jesus Emmanuel
You are with us
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
Christ is the Lord
I come and behold You
Your name is a strong tower
I run to you when I'm safe
my greatest on the Lord is to speak Your name
Jesus, My Lord Jesus Emmanuel
You are with us
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
Christ is the Lord
I come and behold You
You've covered me, delivered me
Lord I have set my love on You
i dwell within Your secret place
under shadows mighty God
how great is our God.
The whole earth overflowing,
with your power and your glory.
There is no one like you God
There is no one like you God
Mountains bow,
nations tremble,
at your feet we cry holy.
There is no one like you God
There is no one like you God
Let creation sing of the risen King,
let the universe resound.
With a shout of love,
we will give to you,
all the highest praise.
Let your light shine upon us,
let your light shine upon us.
For the glory of your name,
will be over all the earth.
Let creation sing of the risen King,
let the universe resound.
With a shout of love,
we will give to you,
all the highest praise.
Forever,Forever,I'll Sing.
Your name is higher and exalted
the only name.
far above everything that has name
Your name's the only name Jesus
by which all men can be saved
Your name is a strong tower
I run to you when I'm safe
my greatest on the Lord is to speak Your name
Jesus, My Lord Jesus Emmanuel
You are with us
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
Christ is the Lord
I come and behold You
Your name is a strong tower
I run to you when I'm safe
my greatest on the Lord is to speak Your name
Jesus, My Lord Jesus Emmanuel
You are with us
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
Christ is the Lord
I come and behold You
You've covered me, delivered me
Lord I have set my love on You
i dwell within Your secret place
under shadows mighty God
how great is our God.
The splendor of a King, clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God
Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end
The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb
Name above all names
Worthy of our praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God
worthy is the lamb.
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God
Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end
The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb
Name above all names
Worthy of our praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God
worthy is the lamb.
Thank you for the cross, Lord.
Thank you for the price you paid.
Bearing all my sin and shame, in love you came
And gave Amazing Grace.
Thank you for the scares, Lord.
Thank you for the nail-pierced hands.
Wash me in Your cleansing flow, now all I know...
Your forgiveness and embrace.
Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne.
We crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious!
High and lifted up
Jesus, Son of God.
The darling of Heaven, crucified...
Worthy is the Lamb.
with all i am.
into your hand
i commit again
all I am
for you lord
you hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and I'm yours forever
CHORUS
Jesus I believe in you
Jesus I belong to you
you're the reason that I live
the reason that I sing
with all I am
I'll walk with you
wherever you go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in you
and I will live
in all of your ways and
your promises forever
I will worship
I will worship you forever
all these songs mean so much.
God is really really awesome.
without Him, i will be nothing.
He always leads me to the right path.
He speaks to me when i need Him.
He answers my prayers.
He is everything that i need.
He is my God.
my one and only God i worship.
Lord, i really thank You for what You have given me for all these years. thank You for bringing me back into Your presence. i thank You so much. thank You. in Jesus' name i pray, AMEN!
let's see.
nothing much has happened.
i am just feeling so happy for what i have done.
i gave up my feelings for the guy that i have fallen in love with.
i am so proud to be single!
single life is awesome~
now is really not the time to date or anything like that.
i want to put my studies first.
i used to see all these couples together and wonder how come this beautiful woman is with such an ugly guy?
and why is this handsome guy is dating an ugly woman?
i have finally realised that love is not about your looks, your body shape or what so ever.
i want someone to love me for who i am and not for who i am not.
i am not a girl with chopstick legs or pretty eyes.
i am just who i am.
God created me in His image and i am proud of it!
yeah!
so that's it for today, will update again soon. :)
Thank you for the price you paid.
Bearing all my sin and shame, in love you came
And gave Amazing Grace.
Thank you for the scares, Lord.
Thank you for the nail-pierced hands.
Wash me in Your cleansing flow, now all I know...
Your forgiveness and embrace.
Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne.
We crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious!
High and lifted up
Jesus, Son of God.
The darling of Heaven, crucified...
Worthy is the Lamb.
with all i am.
into your hand
i commit again
all I am
for you lord
you hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and I'm yours forever
CHORUS
Jesus I believe in you
Jesus I belong to you
you're the reason that I live
the reason that I sing
with all I am
I'll walk with you
wherever you go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in you
and I will live
in all of your ways and
your promises forever
I will worship
I will worship you forever
my favourite song :)
lead me to the cross.
Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemption's hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross
You were as I
Tempted and trialed
You are
Te word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen
To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart
Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemption's hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross
You were as I
Tempted and trialed
You are
Te word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen
To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart
all these songs mean so much.
God is really really awesome.
without Him, i will be nothing.
He always leads me to the right path.
He speaks to me when i need Him.
He answers my prayers.
He is everything that i need.
He is my God.
my one and only God i worship.
Lord, i really thank You for what You have given me for all these years. thank You for bringing me back into Your presence. i thank You so much. thank You. in Jesus' name i pray, AMEN!
let's see.
nothing much has happened.
i am just feeling so happy for what i have done.
i gave up my feelings for the guy that i have fallen in love with.
i am so proud to be single!
single life is awesome~
now is really not the time to date or anything like that.
i want to put my studies first.
i used to see all these couples together and wonder how come this beautiful woman is with such an ugly guy?
and why is this handsome guy is dating an ugly woman?
i have finally realised that love is not about your looks, your body shape or what so ever.
i want someone to love me for who i am and not for who i am not.
i am not a girl with chopstick legs or pretty eyes.
i am just who i am.
God created me in His image and i am proud of it!
yeah!
so that's it for today, will update again soon. :)
Friday, June 24, 2011
untitled.
untitled.
i don't know what to post about.
i feel so blank.
i am just staring at the laptop and wondering what to update about.
I've finished reading the romeo and juliet code.
it was awesome!
i loved it!
and my next mission is to buy 4 more books!
hooray!
so yeah.
that's about it i guess.
my dear brother,
don't always be so upset.
must keep on smiling!
you always say that there is no one there to listen to you.
there is.
there is always that one person who will always be there for you.
God is always there by your side.
anyways, i can always be your listener!
i am only a phone call away.
and don't worry, I'm not mad at you.
i understand how you feel.
just cool down and everything will be alright. :)
love,
your lil sis.
i don't know what to post about.
i feel so blank.
i am just staring at the laptop and wondering what to update about.
I've finished reading the romeo and juliet code.
it was awesome!
i loved it!
and my next mission is to buy 4 more books!
hooray!
so yeah.
that's about it i guess.
my dear brother,
don't always be so upset.
must keep on smiling!
you always say that there is no one there to listen to you.
there is.
there is always that one person who will always be there for you.
God is always there by your side.
anyways, i can always be your listener!
i am only a phone call away.
and don't worry, I'm not mad at you.
i understand how you feel.
just cool down and everything will be alright. :)
love,
your lil sis.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
anything and everything.
it has been such a busy week and i haven't came online since i deactivated my facebook once again.
life without facebook is much better.
i prefer my life this way.
school?
let's see, my friends are all going crazy and i'm joining in!
we have been laughing non-stop everyday.
the teachers think we are crazy!
and yes, we are :)
i love being a part of this class.
they are all like my family. :)
there are competitions held.
and i joined the singing competition!
i was actually going solo, but then thank goodness i can partner with a friend of mine!
oh gosh, that is such a relieve!
we tried out our songs today and next week will be our competition.
i really really pray that we can go to the finals!
our competitiors are quite tough!
if you are currently reading this post, please pray for us!
life?
everything has been fine lately.
so far so good :D
i have nothing much to blog now.
just want my blog to stay alive!
life without facebook is much better.
i prefer my life this way.
school?
let's see, my friends are all going crazy and i'm joining in!
we have been laughing non-stop everyday.
the teachers think we are crazy!
and yes, we are :)
i love being a part of this class.
they are all like my family. :)
there are competitions held.
and i joined the singing competition!
i was actually going solo, but then thank goodness i can partner with a friend of mine!
oh gosh, that is such a relieve!
we tried out our songs today and next week will be our competition.
i really really pray that we can go to the finals!
our competitiors are quite tough!
if you are currently reading this post, please pray for us!
life?
everything has been fine lately.
so far so good :D
i have nothing much to blog now.
just want my blog to stay alive!
Sunday, June 19, 2011
i finally remembered what i wanted to post!
I've started to read novels again!
those novels i read are awesome!
so meaningful and so touching!
here are some books that I've read :
all these books are simply amazing!
my favourite was where rainbows end!
it was so nice!
the gift was very meaningful!
these are the books that i am going to read :
looking forward to reading both of the books!
i totally can't wait! :)
my next mission is to read books written by Nicholas Sparks. :)
that's all for now.
bye!
those novels i read are awesome!
so meaningful and so touching!
here are some books that I've read :
all these books are simply amazing!
my favourite was where rainbows end!
it was so nice!
the gift was very meaningful!
these are the books that i am going to read :
looking forward to reading both of the books!
i totally can't wait! :)
my next mission is to read books written by Nicholas Sparks. :)
that's all for now.
bye!
i am bored!
i actually have nothing to post.
i am just blogging for fun!
but now, i really need someone to talk to!
no one is entertaining me! :(
anyways, there is school tomorrow.
and i don't feel like going..
but i still have to go!
damn it.
so yeah.
bye!
i am just blogging for fun!
but now, i really need someone to talk to!
no one is entertaining me! :(
anyways, there is school tomorrow.
and i don't feel like going..
but i still have to go!
damn it.
so yeah.
bye!
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