A person that matters a lot to me.

hehehe. you made me laugh. :)

thank you so much.
i know i shouldn't be crying over him.
and i know i must control myself.
just give me some time. :)
thank you for always giving me hope.
i love you!


trials! x___x
the first two days of trials was crap!
i wrote my essay like mad and there are a lot of mistakes...
aiks.
today was maths exam...
paper two was so easy, yet i lost 4-5 marks...
ish!
i was really confident with myself...
paper one was harder...
i got two mistakes....
silly ones...

tomorrow is science paper 2, commerce, and geography *i think*.
haha... tomorrow will be the worst day of the week!
ahhh! i haven't started studying yet.
die die die. i think i better go now.

i love you.


byezzzz bloggieeeeee!

<3,
ann ann.

i miss you...

it was suppose to be our second month anniversary two days ago.
i wish i can have you back.
i just want to.
i miss you a lot...
you may never know, but i still do miss you.


i love you.



<3,
ann ann.

wish you were here.

i thought i have moved on.
guess not.
i still think about you.
everyday.
every night.
i miss you a lot.
i feel like slapping myself sometimes when i think about you.
i want to move on.
but i myself don't want to let go.
why why why??!!

today in school...
i was moody as usual...
i want to say sorry to my dearest friends :

• ZOE BENVAIT

• MISS SATAY

i am so so so sorry for always bugging you guys and complaining this and that.
i know you guys are sick about it,
but you all were really caring and thoughtful and have helped me overcome situations.
thank you so much! :)

to ZOE BEVAIT,
in school,
people think we're together.
haha.
so funny.
and we do stupid stuff together and i enjoy it.
haha...
we eat in class, we sing and sing, we chat like mad, and many more!
i hope we can be in the same class again next year.
you are weird and fun and awesome!
sitting with you in class makes me feel so happy.
you were always there when i needed you.
thank you so much!
muackkksss!
sorry for all the annoying moments when i talk about him a lot.
i'm sorry...
i love you!

to MISS SATAY,
we sit together in tuition,
we laugh and laugh at mr. kok and mr. yap's drawings,
we eat sweets!
i also share the same stuff to you.
it is annoying huh?
i am so sorry...
you were also there when i needed you.
i chat and laugh with you like silly people...
we listen to songs together.
so fun.
thank you for always being there for me when i needed you.
i love you!!!
muackkksss!

this is a special post.
today, she stared out of the window,
stared at a tree.
it use to have pink leaves,
after she broke up,
there were no more pink leaves.
she looked at that tree, searching for pink leaves.
she did not find any.
and she said this,

"there are no more pink leaves. there is no more hope."

she looked so sad. she was thinking about him on the inside.
then her friend that was with her said
"there are two pink leaves there!"

she looked at it and feel much better.
then she sang.
there was wind and it felt so breezy.
she looked at the sky,
wondering whether she can forget all about it.
she continued looking and went back to her place.
she still misses him.
she had to let go of someone whom she loved and cared for.
it was so painful on the inside.
whatever she does reminds her of the memories they had together.
it left a deep cut in her heart.
she wished that she could turn back time and change everything.
for your info,
she still misses you.

P.S. : WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME.


<3,
ann ann.

everything has changed

it has been about three months now from the day i knew you till now.
so many things have changed.
i can't think of anything.
my mind is always blank.
i didn't know things will turn out this way.
all i do is think about those days when we do things that both of us enjoy.
now all i can think about is that most probably i will be alone now, without you.
i wonder if i can still enjoy my life.
i just want to be with you forever and ever.
to some people, they think it is impossible.
to me, i have that faith and i believe that we can.
do you have that faith in you?

and you,
IDIOTIC BASTARD, BITCH, SLUT and BIMBO,
you screwed up my life!
thankssss a lot mannn.
you really need to get some smacking from me!
YOU FUCK OFF LAH BITCH!
please go and sort out your private life before you bother about other people's life!
you look innocent from the outside.
but inside, *MY GOSH* you are like a devil!
i know it is not right saying this.
but yeah,
you are acting like one.
MANIAC.

so now i have no feelings at all.
feels so empty inside.
and special thanks to Miss Satay and Zoe Benvait.
without you guys,
i think i will be dead!
you all have helped me in so many areas of my life.
i enjoy sitting beside you all in tuition and in class.
my darling besties~
thank you so much! :)

P.S. : I WILL STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT. i love you.


byezzz bloggieeee.

<3,
ann ann.

to someone special

darling,
i don't even think that you'll see this post,
but i just want to let you know that i can't let you go.
i really want to patch things up.
and i really hope that we can be like last time.
happy and enjoying each other's company.
now things are different and complicated.
i have no idea whether we should continue this relationship or not.
i feel so sad and moody without you.
you have changed my life.
i just can't imagine myself without you.
i don't want to leave you.
everyday i wonder why is this happening.
i really need a wishing star now.
it is so sad thinking about what will happen next and the consequences.
i hope that whatever that happens next will be good news and not bad.
will we be together till forever?
i have that faith,
but do you?
i thought it could last forever and i am still hoping.
i am holding on tightly and i am not going to let go.
i do not know what are you thinking and what are you planning to do next.
i am happy enough if you just text me.

i stared at your picture today and saw a tear rolling down my cheek.
i am so heartbroken.
i wish you were here with me.
i do not want it to happen again!
i just do not want to go through it again.
not again.
please don't leave me.

P.S.: I WILL LOVE YOU TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH AND NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP ME FROM LOVING YOU.

you're favourite colour. :)

blah blah blah

eeeeeeeeee!
i am so mad now.
dun even think it is worth to be mad for.
wtf.
i really can't take it anymore.
argh!
i can just explode right now!
got such people on earth!
my gosh my gosh my gosh!!
i have no idea where i can release my anger now.
haiz.
goodbye.

your hand in mine.

gosh gosh gosh.
i am so freaking dumb lah.
it was so obvious and i acted like nothing happened!
argh.
i'm sorry.
i can't wait for the next time we are going out.
we don't talk much, but yeah, it was fun.
having you by my side melts my heart.
you've changed my life.
gosh. what can i do without you dear?

"i wont leave you dear...."

this is what you said.
really felt like crying.
*me and my crying lerrr. ish.*
haha.
i wanna go out with you again.

i don't mind if we don't talk.
i don't mind if my friends see me with you.
i just don't mind.
i just want to be with you,
and tell you this three words:

I LOVE YOU.


darling, i will forever and ever love you.


byezz bloggie...

<3,
ann ann.

i love you~

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...
The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her...




this quote is so nice and awesome.
my gosh, it is the best that i have found.
ahhhhhh.
i'm melting....
so sweet.
hehe.

i miss you darling...




P.S. : I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.





byezz bloggieeee...

<3,>
ann ann.