goodbye

O.o?
*confused*
did i do anything wrong?
if i did, i'm sorry.

i am holding on really tight.
i have no idea what i'm going to do next.
no reply, no answer.
still i wait.
and it makes no difference.
i'm scared.
scared of what is going to happen next.
i need you.
you changed my life.

haizz. no mood lah.

P.S.: I WILL FOREVER AND EVER LOVE YOU.

byezz bloggie...

<3,
ann ann.

moodyyyyy~

patience.
patience.
patience.

i have been waiting and waiting.
so sick of this word "waiting".

eric,
thank you for always being there for me.
i love you my dear brother! :)

today i went to parade.
again.
haha.
i see so many couples.
some don't talk at all.
some are so happy together.
and sometimes i see that some gals make the first to hold the guy's hand.
and the guy refuses.
wth.
the girl already made the first move and you're refusing??
oh my gosh.
GRAB HER HAND LAH! *doink*
so hurting to see that.
ahhhhhhhhh. then i went to see rings again.
hehe.
then went to the food court.
and i saw a group of youngsters.
look useless.
and there was this guy wearing a shirt saying
"FUCK YOU. YOU FUCKING FUCK."
wow.
it shocked me.
haha.
and some of the shirt was written
"好人" *so FAKE!*
haha.
then i see a lot of people.
the food court became a place not for eating,
but a place for youngsters to hang out and smoke.
wth lah.
some of the youngsters hair were like LIONS.
some were covering their eyes. *YUCK.*
haha.


the end! :)

P.S.: I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

byezz bloggieeee.

<3,
ann ann.

hold on~

when you love someone and they break your heart,
don't give up on love, have faith and restart. :)

this is a song from jonas brother.
they ROCK.
i love this song.
-hold on by jonas brothers-
the lyrics is so meaningful.
haha?

TODAY!

i went to parade with cheryl.
wah.
we had so much fun.
we talked non-stop.
and we talked about A LOT of stuff.
haha.
then we went to see rings. O.o. look so niceeeeeeee.
eeeeeeeeeeeee!
then we ate ice cream and continued chatting.
haha.
then we walked here and there.
*still got a lot of stuff that happen. i don't want to tell.*
keke.

so yeahhh.
then before that(in school),
roseveen and i were acting freaking silly in class.
haha.
we laughed and laughed.
then we did part of our civics project.

feel so satisfied with our work.
hehe.
not many of the teachers came in.
thank goodness!
haha.
then i sang in class.
it was so boring.
felt so happy.
this would be the best year ever.
i never had so much fun.
this was the year where i:
-eat in class. *i ate A LOT in class.*
-became expert in saying bad words.
-had to walk up 6 bladdy fights of stairs. *i have no idea why i don't lose weight from it*
-acted like some silly person. *i rarely do it*
- sleep in class! *the best thing ever.*
-sing a lot in class! *oh my gosh. i LOVE singing!*
i think that's about it.
haha. funny.
and this is the year where i really got hooked up with facebook.
gosh.
and i must start studying already.
i don't seem to have any mood to study now.
I'm so going to die.
haizz.


oh ya! tuition!
hahaha.
tuition is so fun nowadays.
having so much fun with wan qi and the rest.
weeee~
and watching you smile melts my heart.
:(
i miss you.

the songs that I'm listening now, reminds me of you.
i love you.


P.S.: I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.


byezz blogieeeee.

<3,
ann ann.

aiks.

i am sick!!
haizz.
feel so tired all the time and i can't breathe!!
ahhhh.


life?
now everything is fine, i think?
haizz.
trials are coming and i haven't start studying.
die lahhhh.

and the most amazing thing is,
i am still keeping our texts from when we were not together till now.
so cool mannn. :)

P.S.: I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

byezz bloggieeeeee.

<3,
ann ann.

what is wrong with you mannn?

eh eh eh.
shut up lah k?
i don't even know you and you kept on asking for my number?
wth lah.
stop crapping lah deyh.
i was kind enough for not deleting you as my fren.
ish ish. sickening betul.

shut up and get lost man.
eeeeeeee~

now another fella disturb me.
oh my gosh!!!
feel like saying bad words so badly.
so yeah.

P.S.: I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.


byezz bloggieeeee.

<3,
ann ann.

now what??!!

here it goes again.
i posted some stuff on facebook and my aunt told my mum about it.
great just great.
after i cool down from some problem,
i create another problem.

i am so upset with myself.
if i was more careful,
that thing will not happen.

now the only thing i hope is that my parents won't suspect anything.

life is hard isn't it?
to me,
it is.
you have to go through so many obstacles in your life.

and the hardest thing is trying to make yourself smile again.
but you can't.
you just can't.

i have been crying.
yes yes I'm a cry baby.
i just don't want to let go.
i don't want to let you go.

you always make me feel so much more better.
you always make me smile.
whenever I'm sad,
you'll turn my frown into a smile.

can i smile again?
where are you when i need you?

and i just want you to know that,
I CAN NEVER LET YOU GO.
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS,
I PROMISE YOU,
I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO.

i promise you.

you are forever here in my heart.
forever and always.


now,
i am singing.
and singing can never make me feel better already.
what is wrong with me?
what am i suppose to do?

haizz.

P.S.: I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MY DARLING.


byezz bloggie...

<3,
ann ann.

my first date~

today was special?
hehe.
i am so happy.
and i want to forever stay this happy with you.
:)

i wish i could do it every thursday with you.
when i'm with you,
i feel happy.
feels different and special.

and i just wanna tell you that,
I MISS YOU LOTS!!!!!





okay. today. i went to CF meeting.
and Grace came back! wohoo!
she shared about her camp and what she has learnt.
it was fantastic.
she also told us that many youth and leaders/ pastors,
had seen a vision.
WHAT VISION??!!!

that vision is seeing the WHOLE Malaysia being SAVED!!!
and God chose this generation to rise up more people of God.
we as christians must step up and stand up for the name of God.
WE CAN MAKE THE DIFFERENCE IN MALAYSIA!!!


remember, HAVE FAITH. :)





P.S. : I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

byezz bloggie...

<3,
ann ann.

confused~

i am totally confused.
or is it me who is thinking too much?
haiz.

i don't want to end up with a broken heart.
will I?
will I not?

i can't think.
feel so empty.
why am I feeling so?
i am suppose to be happy.

my life has changed.
and here it goes again.

i feel so insecure.
i think i should stop thinking so much.
can i?

LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS MEANINGLESS.
I NEED YOU.
MY HEART IS BEATING FOR YOU.
I REALLY LOVE YOU.
DO YOU?

questions keep popping up in my head.
i can't answer all of them.

no matter what.
remember,
I LOVE YOU.


P.S. : I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.


byezzz bloggieeeee...

<3,
ann ann.