my first date~

today was special?
hehe.
i am so happy.
and i want to forever stay this happy with you.
:)

i wish i could do it every thursday with you.
when i'm with you,
i feel happy.
feels different and special.

and i just wanna tell you that,
I MISS YOU LOTS!!!!!





okay. today. i went to CF meeting.
and Grace came back! wohoo!
she shared about her camp and what she has learnt.
it was fantastic.
she also told us that many youth and leaders/ pastors,
had seen a vision.
WHAT VISION??!!!

that vision is seeing the WHOLE Malaysia being SAVED!!!
and God chose this generation to rise up more people of God.
we as christians must step up and stand up for the name of God.
WE CAN MAKE THE DIFFERENCE IN MALAYSIA!!!


remember, HAVE FAITH. :)





P.S. : I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

byezz bloggie...

<3,
ann ann.

confused~

i am totally confused.
or is it me who is thinking too much?
haiz.

i don't want to end up with a broken heart.
will I?
will I not?

i can't think.
feel so empty.
why am I feeling so?
i am suppose to be happy.

my life has changed.
and here it goes again.

i feel so insecure.
i think i should stop thinking so much.
can i?

LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS MEANINGLESS.
I NEED YOU.
MY HEART IS BEATING FOR YOU.
I REALLY LOVE YOU.
DO YOU?

questions keep popping up in my head.
i can't answer all of them.

no matter what.
remember,
I LOVE YOU.


P.S. : I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.


byezzz bloggieeeee...

<3,
ann ann.

Jesus change lives.

i was in church today.
like always.
everything was fine.
then Pastor said he wanted to pray for us.
when he was praying for the elders.
ashley, ashlee and me started crying.
we were laughing and crying at the same time.
i have never done that before.
then we stopped.

then Pastor asked all of us to be prayed by the leaders.
we went out to the altar.
and the leaders started to pray for all of us.
then ashley and ashlee were already crying again.
then we hugged each other.
then i cried!!!
it's amazing how God can touch our hearts.

i have never felt anything like that before.
i was amazed.


JESUS!!! YOU ROCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~



P.S. : I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

byezzz bloggieeee.


<3,
ann ann.

i'm speechless?

things which i did not want to happen, happened.
great man... just great...

now i want to continue from my previous post.
GIRLS.

i accept that you're pretty.
and you are.
sometimes i'm even jealous of you.
but criticising people behind their back?
doesn't sound good to me.

some people say that i don't look pretty.
well,
what am i suppose to do?
this is me.
and God created me for a reason.
and this is how God created me.
i am created through His image and not yours.

i am so thankful that i can live on this earth happily.
but i do have my ups and downs.

honestly, it is so hard to live on this earth.
i have to face so many obstacles and challenges along the way.
such as?
jealously.

well,
it is normal for girls.
these girls are making life so hard.
i don't understand why girls are so interested in other people's life when they can't even take care of themselves.
sounds stupid doesn't it?

so after finding out the truth...
you are still not satisfied?
gosh...
you still have to ask other people to ask this and ask that.
if you are so curious,
why don't you straight away ask those people??!!!

PLS PLS. GET A LIFE LAH.
nothing better to do?
stealing peoples boyfriend is your hobby?
wow.
these girls are so immature and acting like silly barbarians...
DAMN FOOLS.

i shouldn't be scared of you guys.
no one will help you anyways.
you are doing things which have no meaning to your life at all.

and for your information,
you are the one who is wrong!!!
and you're blaming everyone.

not everyone can do as you say.
you're not some princess.
or queen.
you're just an ordinary person who lives on this earth just like everyone else.


P.S. : I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

byezzz bloggieeeee.

<3,
ann ann.

untitled... ~tehee~

girls nowadays.
haiz.
i do not know why girls at the age of fifteen wants to put make up.
what's the point mann?
and wearing dresses to tuition?
gosh.
so unbelievable.
and all they know is saying bad words and cursing other people.
why don't you make use of your life properly?
and copying other people's status?

PLEASE LAH. GET A LIFE!!

not to say I'm jealous or anything.
but yeah you girls look pretty.
but the way you act and the way you speak makes the difference.
i bet they won't understand.

and is putting make up to tuition necessary?
i don't think so.
can't you all be more confident about your beauty?

looking at you people is such an eyesore.
and and!!!
you people stealing other people's boyfriends...
gosh.

GOT NOTHING ELSE TO DO AH???!!!
like i have said before..

GET A LIFE MANN!!

so sick.
sick looking at you people.

ahhhhhh. sick sick sick.


i'm relieved now.
haha.


P.S. : I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

byezz bloggieeeeeee.

<3,
ann ann.

all i can say is BORING!

i can summarize this two weeks of holiday into one word.
= BORING!!!
omgosh...

all i do is online and online and online...
and then i can hear my dad telling me to study study study...
gosh... when will it stop??!!!

yesterday my mum got mad at me cause i didn't want to show her my phone.
PLS LAH!!! I HAVE MY PRIVACY!!!

watz wrong with parents these days?
does the word privacy get into their heads?
arghhhh...
even if she does see my phone and found out.
i will not let you go.
i promise.

i miss you so much.
<3
hehe.

so boring ah!!!
i dun want to stay at home!! i want to go shopping errrr.
haizz.
no one can go out with me.
ish ish.


P.S. : I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.


byezzz bloggieeeee.

<3,
ann ann.

now now now.

all i can say is everything ended up like it was suppose to be.
i'm so happy.
hehe.
my mum doesn't suspect me anymore.
weee~
and i did badly for the exam.
i feel so stupid.
and if th results come back,
and my dad sees it,
i'm goin to jump down the building already.
haha. jus joking.

now,
i think i''m the happiest person on earth?
haha.
i am.
i feel so happy reading back the texts you've sent me.
i read it everyday.
and i smile when i see them.
hehe.
i'm goin to miss you so much.
but i hope you have fun during your holidays.
:)




P.S: I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

byezzzz bloggie...

<3,
ann ann.

Oh SHIT.

how careless can i be??!!
i left my phone on the table one morning.
i went to school and then only remembered that i left it on the dining table.
my mind was screwed up.
wat if my mum sees it??!!
great lah...
just great.
i went home hoping that she din see anything.
i asked my grandma whether anyone touched my phone.
she said no one did.
*relieved*
then i went to tuition.
still keeping my hopes high that she din see through my phone.
then i texted her asking her to come 15 minutes late to tuition.
she didn't allow and sound really angry.
my mood changed.
then i went home.
se had angry face.
so i already knew that she checked through my phone.
aiks.
i kept on thinking how to tell her and how to sort things out.
i really hope she did not tell my dad.
and i didn't delete any sms at all.
so i bet she read every SINGLE thing.
dead dead dead.

the next day.
she acted fine.
i acted like nothing happened and forced myself to put a smile on my face.
then while eating my dad was asking my mum why is she in such a mood.
she looked at me and said cause i found out something about someone.
i acted like i was so blur.
but inside,
my heart was broken.
the chances if us beong together is so little.
haiz.
wat can i do?
*nothing.*
then we went to kl.
after lunch we went to shop with my aunty and uncle and 2 cousins.
then i asked my mum why is she so mad.
she asked me 'who is this 'girl' and 'guy'?'
oh gosh.
i quickly said that they were my friends. she did not seem to believe me.
she said if they are your friends then why was there 'IMY' AND 'ILY'?
i told her that why can't you be open minded?
she was like 'ILY' is a veri different word.
i was pissed.
i told her then fine lah. next time i don't say loh.
both of us kept quiet.
and i still put that smile on my face.
and luckily i got to meet my bestie in mid valley. *coincidentally we went to kl and went to the same shopping mall on the same day*
i met her.
and i told her part of it.
she told her friend. and i waited for her advice.
then i meet her again.
and her friend told me some advice. she was so nice.. ty!!
after that my mum never mentioned anything about it again.
i felt so sad.
it was like the worst thing ever.

my heart was broken.
i never felt this way before.
to me, it doesn't seem to be some other puppy love again.
it felt different.
very different.
i hope you feel the same way too.
i can't wait to see you again.

where ever you are or what ever you do, I LOVE YOU.
i will never forget the texts you've sent me.
it is always in my heart.
you are the GREATEST person i've ever met.
you make me smile when i see your texts.
everytime my phone vibrates, i keep my hopes high and hope it's you that texted me.
and if it is, my heart smiles.
everytime i see you, my heart skips a beat.
i really really love you.
i will never let you go.
will you?
thinking of you always make me smile.
I LOVE YOU!!! *forever and always*
you are always here in my heart.

byezz bloggie...

<3,
ann ann.